I Want! I want! I WANT!
All I want is to Write.
No. Not more articles that are turning out horribly.
Not more research essays.
Not more oral histories for class.
No. No more assignments or homework or finals or grades.
I want to be creative again.
My mind has been sucked dry of anything but worries, grades, lists of things to do, stress, and concerns.
I don't know if creativity can thrive there again.
I'm in a play writing and a fiction writing class next semester. Hopefully that will help.
That or the professors will insist everything I do is wrong.
I mean, why would you teach if you don't have any constructive things to say?
But there it is, professors who just don't have anything to say but negative things. Not like "Oh I think you could improve here", but comments like "Didn't you learn anything before?" or "Why don't you know the basics?" or "This doesn't make any sense" or "This isn't even a story"
Okay. Great. Thanks. Now what exactly is wrong, per say. Do you think I'm just a moron and can not understand your creative, elderly, wise, ways? What is it?
I'm going to try to be more vocal in class. Make my name mean something. At least, I hope. I'll probably just end up being that girl in that class again.
Here's to hope though!
No. Not more articles that are turning out horribly.
Not more research essays.
Not more oral histories for class.
No. No more assignments or homework or finals or grades.
I want to be creative again.
My mind has been sucked dry of anything but worries, grades, lists of things to do, stress, and concerns.
I don't know if creativity can thrive there again.
I'm in a play writing and a fiction writing class next semester. Hopefully that will help.
That or the professors will insist everything I do is wrong.
I mean, why would you teach if you don't have any constructive things to say?
But there it is, professors who just don't have anything to say but negative things. Not like "Oh I think you could improve here", but comments like "Didn't you learn anything before?" or "Why don't you know the basics?" or "This doesn't make any sense" or "This isn't even a story"
Okay. Great. Thanks. Now what exactly is wrong, per say. Do you think I'm just a moron and can not understand your creative, elderly, wise, ways? What is it?
I'm going to try to be more vocal in class. Make my name mean something. At least, I hope. I'll probably just end up being that girl in that class again.
Here's to hope though!