Sometimes I think some people aren't worth my time. Like for example, why am I still talking to Gordon? What does it get me? It was kinda ok when Lost was on cause he was the only person I could geek out to... but otherwise, why am I keeping in touch with him? It's not like we're gonna be BFFs. I'm not that comfortable with that notion and ( Read more... )

I felt a little more inspired today, perhaps because I read a little more for my Healing Fiction class... it reminded me of how writing poetry can often make you feel better or worse. And I try to make myself feel better with poetry now. It makes writing it a lot harder, because it's always easier (to me, anyway) to write a self-defeating, ( Read more... )

I don't know if it's because I don't have much excitement in my life, that's the way I've always been but I get excited about the smallest things. Which is ironic, because I get happy over things that are unimportant in the large scheme of things, but I am indifferent (that's good case scenario) to the things that matter ( Read more... )

Seriously. Enough with this shit. I can't sleep again because of my crazy thinking and I gotta get up in about 6.5 hrs and I have plans for tomorrow and I don't wanna be half dead.

I gotta just shake it the fuck off and fucking move on with my life. What's done is done. That's all that can be said at this point.

Tell me cause I honestly don't know ( Read more... )