Nov 13, 2006 03:26
Cut myself open
watch me bleed
drink every drop of me
as I'm gushing out
entrails spilling out
becoming the external
the light enters inside
cursing the darkness
although it's already cursed
as ironic as it be
I'm split open
alvailable on a silver fucking platter
the criminson flow everlasting
enough to replensh an army
of thirsty demons draining dry
All of it is at your will
what is done is yet finished
Still not dead, still surviving.
The river is overflowing
all you offer are nicks
that are sustaining but for how long?
I keep offering myself in whole
but all I recieve are tiny doplets
that do me little good.
when is it my time to shine,
to bask in the light.
where is the ending to my darkness?
when shall I be fullfilled?
I'm thristy for what you have to offer,
as weak as I am.
I've cut myself open,
bleeding heavily.
All life has to offer are nicks
for me to barely survive.
I'm given too much of myself again,
fallen for the hope of everlasting
criminson flow of light.