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You know you work at a liquor store when the owner says its okay if you're drinking/smoking on the job as long as you're not messing up and you're happy. I told my boss Ms. Rita that customers were asking me if I was drinking anything because I kept giggling at work. So thats what she replied with. So now everyone thinks I'm either smoking pot or drinking liquor while at work and its okay. Ha. I've only gone to work a little high a couple times and they were Sundays which is just one huge bore fest anyways. Now I'm always going to wonder if my boss(s) are going to look at me any differently. Like question if I did anything before I got to work. Perhaps after Friday when I get some pot I'll go to work stoned Saturday just because it's Saturday and I wonder how others are going to react. Ha. The reason I'm giggling so much at work is that I'm a much happier person today then when I was yesterday. Although I would be happier if a certain someone would spend more time with me on his own accord. I don't want to go to him all the time trying to get the wheels in motion. I hope tomorrow night is different. I'm not as upset as I might usually be in this situation with the hope James/Garrett is going to be able to take off for at least half of Thursday and all of Friday so I can take him to Orlando with me. I really want him to meet my family. Also it would give us a lot of one on one personal time together. Even if he can't take off I might still go to Orlando. I'll spend Thursday with my dad and Friday with my mom which are their days off. For the first time we match our days off. I don't know if I want to go to disney, especially by myself, yet again. Maybe mom wants to go but I doubt it since she's always in physical pain from the car accident. She doesn't handle pain very well. I really want to go to the Rain Forest Cafe. They have awesome food and fruity drinks. Maybe my mom can pay for it. Money isn't exactly plentiful around here. I'm spending 100 dollars a week on rent every week. There's no food in the house and everytime I brink home soda even though its diet it still disapears. Oh well. Small things compared to some of the shit I had to put up with living in other places.
Well I'm already sleepy and getting to the point of actually falling asleep. Right now I'm in the computer room using James/Garrett's computer sitting next to roomates who might be tempted to take advantage of the fact I can fall asleep sitting up. One said he would shave my head. Such assholes, lol. This is defiantly taking adjustments, nothing really negative happens. I can't decide if I should go try to wake James/Garrett on my way to bed or should I just leave him lying in the living room on Ian's bed. It's getting frustrating with him not showing much desire for me. I bought new batteries so thats no longer a problem. Its the emotional part thats lagging.
Well I'm already sleepy and getting to the point of actually falling asleep. Right now I'm in the computer room using James/Garrett's computer sitting next to roomates who might be tempted to take advantage of the fact I can fall asleep sitting up. One said he would shave my head. Such assholes, lol. This is defiantly taking adjustments, nothing really negative happens. I can't decide if I should go try to wake James/Garrett on my way to bed or should I just leave him lying in the living room on Ian's bed. It's getting frustrating with him not showing much desire for me. I bought new batteries so thats no longer a problem. Its the emotional part thats lagging.