I want to be in band again. I don't care how much I hated it, it was my life in the fall for 5 years. Routine, I'm used to it. I'm okay with being used to it. *sigh* I loved being able to show the music through my arms.. conducting the Closer last year was amazing, as was saluting, and calling commands. And I miss marching too, being on the field, ( Read more... )

I miss competitions.. the rush of conducting, the silence, the lights, the judges, the applause, the salute, the power, the sound, the tension, the rush. I miss games.. the cadences, the screaming, the jokes, the annoyances, the cheerleaders, the good plays, the bus rides. I miss the people, the camp, the practices, the emotions, the anger, the ( Read more... )

I decided to go to sleep early tonight, about 8:45. So I set the alarm early to shower and get things together for tomorrow because I don't want to do that tonight. I also decided to get my cd player out and listen to some soothing music before I went to dreamland. I was sitting up in bed under the covers, the room was dark, the music was kind of ( Read more... )

My day was whatever. That's not what I'm here for. I got home and played some piano, but then put in Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron.... And went to track 10... Run Free.... the song I used to try out for drum major for this season... oh man... SUCH a good song.. brought tears to my eyes. I worked so hard on that song. I played it forever!!! And ( Read more... )