Because laughing is the best medicine...
July 7th 2010
Drip infusion everyday... ...
On the day of the live I've been in the hospital since morning
We're leaving at 9 am and I've been in the hospital up until then. Because everyday during the lives I scream until I have no voice anymore, after the lives are over I'll have lost my voice completely. If I think about the next day I have to sing again of course, but if such a clever lifestyle was possible, I would probably choose a different lifestyle. What I can do today, I will do with all my might. If I would think about tomorrow and not live today seriously, I'd definitely regret it.
Even though I can't live in any differnt way, that's also part of the lifestyle that I've chosen myself. I'm going to the hospital in the morning, getting a drip infusion, stifling the inflammation. I admit it's painful, but I keep going until my throat reaches it's limits, too. But if you see this man's stage and feel even a bit of courage, feel even a bit like you're living your lives seriously, then my existance will have a meaning... ... That's all I'm doing. "At times like this, you have to laugh!!" Ahahaha.