Grow up
At 6 o'clock this morning Kwanda comes into work and starts ripping me a new one. She had put a picture of her kid on the cubical and for the past 3 nights I have been taking it down and laying it ontop of the computer tower. I have this thing about pictures of people looking at me. It give me the creeps. I can't even have pictures in my bedroom unless they are facing away from the bed and not in view of where I get dressed. She was saying all this bullshit about how that was disrespectful to her and her child and that I had no right to take it down. What pissed her off the most was the fact that I had placed it face down. I told her to grow up and she said that I was the one that needed to grow up, and that I was being petty. I was pissed. I started shaking and and held my tongue. I knew that there was no point in getting into a verbal battle with this dumb ass chick. She then mumbled something under her breath and I was like "excuse me?" She then says, "I said 'skank ass'." WTF? I wanted to hurt her, but more than that, I wanted to do damage to her car. I couldn't even sleep when I went home. I was so bothered by what she said. I realize that I didn't do anything wrong and that she was just looking for a fight, but damn. So all day long now I have been bothered by this stupid occurance. I didn't deserve to be called a bad name, nor did I deserve to be attacked like that. I truly hope that she keeps her big mouth shut the next time she see's me or I am going to have a little talk with the manager. I refuse to have to deal with someone talking shit to me over something so damn stupid as a picture. What a stupid ass bitch. And people wonder why I have homicidal thoughts at times. Don't get me wrong... I would never truly hurt another person because that is just not the type of person I am. But causing me to have those types of thoughts isn't good either. ERG!!!!! Thankfully I only have 11 1/2 days left until I see the psychiatrist. I hope that it goes by quickly. I also hope that whatever he prescribes me will help and not have a ton of horrible side effects. ERG!!!!!!