life is fuckin crazy

[dara_marlena]

WOW!!! it has been ages since i wrote in this thing...but i've been wanting to write for a while just to get some things out. if you don't have time to read this you might not want to start cause i tend to get deep once i start writing. so where do i start

Comments

[anonymous]

things will get better for you just be happy that your out of the situation like with Corey and someone else is left there to see his stupidity...everyone goes through that shit of how hard it is to let someone go but YOU know someone else is out there who can treat you even better if you just let him. You seem like your starting to realize what really is important...5 years from now think of who really will be there? Corey? I don't think so...he moved on to be with someone new and you should be able to too, don't worry about him..somethings aren't meant to happen the way you've planned but you can't try to make things happen either I love the whole LJ thing, writing seems to be the best thing to just get it all and it's funny how EVERYONE can relate to the same shit and you don't even know. The best thing my ex could have done for me is just to let me be happy and I let him do the same..maybe he is happy and you want to think he's not, and maybe that goes for you too you can't sit and say o he dosen't love her blahblah b.c maybe he

back at ya

[dara_marlena]

well anonomous person...i dont know who u are or how well you know me but i dont really know if your someone close b/c then maybe you wouldnt be saying those things i mean not that your being mean or anything its just that there is so much that others dont know...things that may make it harder on me, its not the matter of him being with someone else that hurts me but when he tries talking to me and telling me he loves me after a month or so when im finally moving on when he is supposenly in love- you say that i need to let him be happy and that im just saying he doesnt love her b/c i dont want to believe it but thats not it- it's him, i do leave him alone i am the one letting it go hes the one that goes back and forth from hating me to loving me again and loving her and wantting me out of his life to just using her b/c im not around or so he says...im glad if he is happy and i am happy to but if hes so happy then maybe he should try not to fuck things up like he did with me and actually make something of his life...instead he lies

Re: back at ya

[anonymous]

gUys...I swear, its like they don't know what to do, they want the best of both worlds I'd tell his ass to fuck off cause obviously there is some happiness in there if he's still with her...I don't know and guys try to say that we're the ones who are crazy and shit..is he still telling you all this shit? its like when something is going wrong in a guys relationship I guess they find the need to call up the old and start that shit cause it's probably not like you hear from him to0 much else..I know where ya coming from its like you finally ok with things and then he has to come with that shit and it makes you think, period ya know? does he wanna be back with you? I mean don't listen to that bullshit if hes still with another girl...fuck his shit up and let her know whats going on I bet she would love to know about it do ya'll have drama u and his ole ladY?

Re: back at ya

[anonymous]

uhh yeah well considering you're leeving these comments as ANONOMOUS i really don't know why you are so currious and shit..or who you would be that you would even be worried or asking me all these questions...but i know damn well you arent a good friend cause they already know everything.. but if you really want to know YOU can ask me because i can say so much shit right now but i'm not saying anything over livejournal for everyone to see and it's not my obligation to tell his ole lady...yeah i've wanted to just b/c i love how its always made out to be ME who wants him and shit but i'm not going out of my way to tell her anything b/c i dont care its none of my buisness anymore, do i think she should know? yeah i always wanted to when i was with him but the things is me n her have had it out a few times and it solves NOTHING she acts like my friend for about a week and swears shes not going to be with him..until she gets what she wants from me and then she hates me again and shes back with him within a few days so im not wasting my

bitches

[anonymous]

you're a smart girl. whoever left that comment wasnt on your side and you saw right through the shit. keep your guard up bcuz these bitches dont have a life and have nothing better to do than play games. gotta pity em. move on with your life and leave them loosers behind.

Re: bitches

[dara_marlena]

THANKS...i am so proud of myself...for once i didnt give in to him and now i aint giving into her ethier...it's okay though they think i'm jelouse i just sit back and laugh cause now i get to watch him do it to someone else and i thank God that it's not me :) she should just remember if a boy will cheet on their girlfriend WITH you...what you think is stopping them from cheeting ON you...you aint that special. beleive that