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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
music telemarketers
It's really starting to annoy me that myspace musicians keep sending me emails promoting themselves. They're all ...I read your profile and you seem really into music so listen to me! I think they must have scanning soft ware to pick out key words like music. Ugggg it's so annoying and they always write these form letters that sound personal but you know it's all fake and they just stick your name in. I'm sorry but I'm not interested in death metal or a girl who thinks that she should advertise that critics compare her to mozart. They are obviously retarded critics if they compare piano pop to mozart you idiot. Mozart was a genius and I really doubt that anyone who uses the word hollywood in their album title is any were near his level. HE was a FREAKIN GENIUS! and you are NOT! ok I'm done.
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ohhh I forgot!
Now that I've seen fiona I only have a few things on my do before I die list yay! Now I just need to go to india, perform at the met and screw darth vader at a scifi convention (mask on please). Weee peacful death here I come! Oh God I am so weird. That's not the whole list by the way just some of the highlights.
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Fiona Fiona
I just got back from the Fiona Apple concert. It was the best concert of my life!!! She's even better than on cd. I feel like a completly different person than the one that walked into the concert...that's how good she was. Her music has been the soundtrack to my life since I was like 17 and fell in love for the first time while listening to her. It just brought so many memories and people back to me. awwww man it was good. SHe's just so vulnerable, you know she's throwing it all at you. I need to learn to do that. Jazz: Special note, I love you sooo much and I'm sorry you've been down I'm gonna call you tomorrow. I thought about you all day but I didn't have any breaks today to call you. Aww man I love you.
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Friday, November 11, 2005
I'm all shook up
Yeah so my Germans are totally drunk. My bro had to just help one up the stairs and he puked in one of my cups! I had like one drink but they must have drunk 3/4ths of a thingof vodka. I didnt know the agenda for tonight was to get totally shitfaced. It's really funny but at the same time its like great I'm the only sober person and I have to take care of three shitfaced boys. It's pretty hilarious! I'm ok, I'm ok blahhhhhhh puke everywhere. Apparently the Germans cannot hold their liquor.
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Thursday, November 10, 2005
I've go two drunk Germans and a microphooooone!
Oh my God there are drunk Germans singing kareoke in my basment! Is there a pesticide for that? Uhhhh Nickelback and Germans...not necessarily a good mix.
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Return of the killer migrain!
So my head still hurt when I went to school this morning and proceeded to turn into another migrain. I had a rehearsal for my duet with Julie today and I couldnt sing this stupid little line I've sung a million times and got really frustated and I actually started to CRY in front of Dr. Tuttle and Julie because my head hurt so bad and I was so mad at myself for not being able to sinf that stupid song. So I cut the reharsal short and I feel so stupid and embarrassed. Then I ran into Andy the cutest person in the world after crying in the bathroom and had to act all normal and crap. She took a pic of me and Tony together for her friend wall and I'm sure I look like a drug addict or a criminal. So I left school way early and slept. I hate my body I feel like it's trying to kill me or defeat all my dreams. I'll never be sucessful at singing if I'm freaking sick all the time.
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Awww man
I got a migrain(sp?) last night it sucked. I'd never had one before and I went partially blind so I freaked out and thought I was having a stroke or something. It was just a migrain though. So I didnt get any of my work done which sucks. James and I cut an awesome rug though we rocked! I asked Tuttle if he could give me a list of 5 schools so I wasnt just applying to one and he gave me three and they are all in freaking oklahomah! Ooooooklahomah!
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Saturday, November 05, 2005
The Violin is the Devil
I've been practicing for three hours and I feel like I should be a mental patient! At least I can play everything now...that doesnt mean it sounds good though. Abby came home from India!!!!!!! I'm so glad she's home and she has a cool little indian accent to top it off! It's hillarious! School's going alot better now that I don't have to work.
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Sunday, October 30, 2005
So two vampires, a couple of Germans, a pirate and a half naked cowboy walk into a bar...
I took the Germans party hopping last night! It was a lot of fun we managed three partys the best one was at the lesbians house at least according to the germans but to be fair to the other partys they had a stripper and you cant really compete with a party that has a stripper AND an Electric chair replica and lots of gayness and free top shelf booze. Aw man I got a little too tipsy and lex had to drive (sorry lex really). But other than that it was awesome! I was a pirate and it was hot. I also quit my job to avoid having a nervous breakdown and I feel alot better.
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Friday, October 28, 2005
SLeep? That's for people who get to enjoy life.
Sometimes I just want to quit life. I failed 2 tests this week, I've never gotten below a b in anything and I failed. I do great in any class that doesnt have to do with music. It sucks. I just want to sing but I don't think I'm good enough or smart enough to keep this going. I'm so depressed and I feel so alone. I went into the theatre dept yest. to talk to a friend or I thought he was my friend but like usual he ignored me. I'm just tired of all this crap. I get told I'm stupid or annoying or ugly pretty much every day and I'm just done. I feel totally black and dead inside, I don't even eat anymore I don't see any point. Now I have to go close at Ross, I hate that place so much. I
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music telemarketers
It's really starting to annoy me that myspace musicians keep sending me emails promoting themselves. They're all ...I read your profile and you seem really into music so listen to me! I think they must have scanning soft ware to pick out key words like music. Ugggg it's so annoying and they always write these form letters that sound personal but you know it's all fake and they just stick your name in. I'm sorry but I'm not interested in death metal or a girl who thinks that she should advertise that critics compare her to mozart. They are obviously retarded critics if they compare piano pop to mozart you idiot. Mozart was a genius and I really doubt that anyone who uses the word hollywood in their album title is any were near his level. HE was a FREAKIN GENIUS! and you are NOT! ok I'm done.
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ohhh I forgot!
Now that I've seen fiona I only have a few things on my do before I die list yay! Now I just need to go to india, perform at the met and screw darth vader at a scifi convention (mask on please). Weee peacful death here I come! Oh God I am so weird. That's not the whole list by the way just some of the highlights.
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Fiona Fiona
I just got back from the Fiona Apple concert. It was the best concert of my life!!! She's even better than on cd. I feel like a completly different person than the one that walked into the concert...that's how good she was. Her music has been the soundtrack to my life since I was like 17 and fell in love for the first time while listening to her. It just brought so many memories and people back to me. awwww man it was good. SHe's just so vulnerable, you know she's throwing it all at you. I need to learn to do that. Jazz: Special note, I love you sooo much and I'm sorry you've been down I'm gonna call you tomorrow. I thought about you all day but I didn't have any breaks today to call you. Aww man I love you.
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Friday, November 11, 2005
I'm all shook up
Yeah so my Germans are totally drunk. My bro had to just help one up the stairs and he puked in one of my cups! I had like one drink but they must have drunk 3/4ths of a thingof vodka. I didnt know the agenda for tonight was to get totally shitfaced. It's really funny but at the same time its like great I'm the only sober person and I have to take care of three shitfaced boys. It's pretty hilarious! I'm ok, I'm ok blahhhhhhh puke everywhere. Apparently the Germans cannot hold their liquor.
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Thursday, November 10, 2005
I've go two drunk Germans and a microphooooone!
Oh my God there are drunk Germans singing kareoke in my basment! Is there a pesticide for that? Uhhhh Nickelback and Germans...not necessarily a good mix.
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Return of the killer migrain!
So my head still hurt when I went to school this morning and proceeded to turn into another migrain. I had a rehearsal for my duet with Julie today and I couldnt sing this stupid little line I've sung a million times and got really frustated and I actually started to CRY in front of Dr. Tuttle and Julie because my head hurt so bad and I was so mad at myself for not being able to sinf that stupid song. So I cut the reharsal short and I feel so stupid and embarrassed. Then I ran into Andy the cutest person in the world after crying in the bathroom and had to act all normal and crap. She took a pic of me and Tony together for her friend wall and I'm sure I look like a drug addict or a criminal. So I left school way early and slept. I hate my body I feel like it's trying to kill me or defeat all my dreams. I'll never be sucessful at singing if I'm freaking sick all the time.
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Awww man
I got a migrain(sp?) last night it sucked. I'd never had one before and I went partially blind so I freaked out and thought I was having a stroke or something. It was just a migrain though. So I didnt get any of my work done which sucks. James and I cut an awesome rug though we rocked! I asked Tuttle if he could give me a list of 5 schools so I wasnt just applying to one and he gave me three and they are all in freaking oklahomah! Ooooooklahomah!
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Saturday, November 05, 2005
The Violin is the Devil
I've been practicing for three hours and I feel like I should be a mental patient! At least I can play everything now...that doesnt mean it sounds good though. Abby came home from India!!!!!!! I'm so glad she's home and she has a cool little indian accent to top it off! It's hillarious! School's going alot better now that I don't have to work.
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Sunday, October 30, 2005
So two vampires, a couple of Germans, a pirate and a half naked cowboy walk into a bar...
I took the Germans party hopping last night! It was a lot of fun we managed three partys the best one was at the lesbians house at least according to the germans but to be fair to the other partys they had a stripper and you cant really compete with a party that has a stripper AND an Electric chair replica and lots of gayness and free top shelf booze. Aw man I got a little too tipsy and lex had to drive (sorry lex really). But other than that it was awesome! I was a pirate and it was hot. I also quit my job to avoid having a nervous breakdown and I feel alot better.
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Friday, October 28, 2005
SLeep? That's for people who get to enjoy life.
Sometimes I just want to quit life. I failed 2 tests this week, I've never gotten below a b in anything and I failed. I do great in any class that doesnt have to do with music. It sucks. I just want to sing but I don't think I'm good enough or smart enough to keep this going. I'm so depressed and I feel so alone. I went into the theatre dept yest. to talk to a friend or I thought he was my friend but like usual he ignored me. I'm just tired of all this crap. I get told I'm stupid or annoying or ugly pretty much every day and I'm just done. I feel totally black and dead inside, I don't even eat anymore I don't see any point. Now I have to go close at Ross, I hate that place so much. I
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