Ahhh to be young and without herpes!
Poem about my dislike of modern feminism and other
I don't know if this is any good, tell me if it's crap or the opposite.
Gender? What is gender but a label to control you?
My gender doesn't own me.
I own my gender.
I won't suck cock to climb the ladder and be the
"Independant Woman"
If I want to bake cookies,
I will.
If I want to be the smartest woman alive,
I am.
I won't be what they tell me to be,
a slave to affiliations.
I will not get on my knees.
I will not beg,
I will triumph.
If I want to choose,
I can.
But if I don't,
don't make me.
There is no "Man's World,
only women who use excuses
and hypocrisy.
Ghost monkey
Oh Ghost!
Leave me alone.
Monkey!
Get off my back.
I don't need you
Anymore.
Don't haunt me with your
Lies!
I'm no longer listening.
I've accepted my primal urges but,
I won't be a slave to them
Anymore.
I have
But don't need
What you have to
Offer.
PS Colin you can go to hell, you're being a real bastard tonight.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Control Tower
Man I've been such a nerd lately. NO social life whatsoever just school school school. At least my classes are enjoyable even if they are really hard. Played almost everything in orchestra yesterday. I'm improving litle by little. I've come to learn through my dance classes and singing lessons that I am a control FREAK. It's excruciatingly difficult to let James lead and for me to just let go and sing outside of myself. I thing that it is one of the only things I need to get over before I can start auditioning. I need to just stop trying to control everything. But it's hard because I don't even know I'm doing it alot of the time. My dad is driving me nuts, he can be a total asshole sometimes. He's totally where I get my control freak/perfectionist stressed out tendencies. It's Nikkis birthday today I can't believe I've been close friends with her for 20 years now, that's amazing. I'm glad I have her, she has always been there and I know I can count on her. The exchange students will be here in a couple of weeks, I have to think of stuff to do to entertain them because they are going to have alot more free time with us than we thought. They are two guys, ones 20 and ones 23. If they were both over twenty one it would be a little easier. I have to find something really cool for halloween too because I guess they are all really excited about it.
I don't know if this is any good, tell me if it's crap or the opposite.
Gender? What is gender but a label to control you?
My gender doesn't own me.
I own my gender.
I won't suck cock to climb the ladder and be the
"Independant Woman"
If I want to bake cookies,
I will.
If I want to be the smartest woman alive,
I am.
I won't be what they tell me to be,
a slave to affiliations.
I will not get on my knees.
I will not beg,
I will triumph.
If I want to choose,
I can.
But if I don't,
don't make me.
There is no "Man's World,
only women who use excuses
and hypocrisy.
Ghost monkey
Oh Ghost!
Leave me alone.
Monkey!
Get off my back.
I don't need you
Anymore.
Don't haunt me with your
Lies!
I'm no longer listening.
I've accepted my primal urges but,
I won't be a slave to them
Anymore.
I have
But don't need
What you have to
Offer.
PS Colin you can go to hell, you're being a real bastard tonight.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Control Tower
Man I've been such a nerd lately. NO social life whatsoever just school school school. At least my classes are enjoyable even if they are really hard. Played almost everything in orchestra yesterday. I'm improving litle by little. I've come to learn through my dance classes and singing lessons that I am a control FREAK. It's excruciatingly difficult to let James lead and for me to just let go and sing outside of myself. I thing that it is one of the only things I need to get over before I can start auditioning. I need to just stop trying to control everything. But it's hard because I don't even know I'm doing it alot of the time. My dad is driving me nuts, he can be a total asshole sometimes. He's totally where I get my control freak/perfectionist stressed out tendencies. It's Nikkis birthday today I can't believe I've been close friends with her for 20 years now, that's amazing. I'm glad I have her, she has always been there and I know I can count on her. The exchange students will be here in a couple of weeks, I have to think of stuff to do to entertain them because they are going to have alot more free time with us than we thought. They are two guys, ones 20 and ones 23. If they were both over twenty one it would be a little easier. I have to find something really cool for halloween too because I guess they are all really excited about it.