Never. And I mean never a dull moment with my cabal.
So its been a couple of weeks since I updated this thing, but there's too much to tell so I'll just sum up a bit. I was correct in my theories on life magicks, I was able to make it work but the cost nearly sent me on a one way ticket to the dirt nap. No one knows about it though. MarYanne and 'The Kang' haven't said anything, and I've appreciated that. I feel bad enough about it without others giving me shit for it, but I fixed my mistake and paid for it. Its taught me more caution with my magick than I already possessed. Been hanging quite a bit with Emma at the 'What-not' and just hanging, I know she's not remotely interested in me but its nice to have a friend who's dealing with the world getting widened much more quickly than they're ready for.
Sometimes its just nice to not be the only one with wide eyes going 'what the fuck?' Lets see. So I bought a car, had Rusty help me put a new engine, transmission and most of the other components so that it runs like a top. But it looks like a rust bucket. But I needed my own car, and I fixed up the interior too, so inside its nice it runs great and no one would want to steal it. With winter quarter not so far off, gotta make sure I got transportation since I can't be driving the 'Hot mach' everywhere. So Else's husband is back from his trip, at least temporarily, he's funny.
I got to meet one of my professor's for school he's a member of my cabal and an Etherite. We're currently working on a plan to immunize Terminus against the Chovorah, and he's given me use of his lab. Annorax found the people who are trying to shut down all of us with businesses, and they were ready for them. The bad guys blew up the building in their attempt to smush Annorax, but apparently there is a Wu(sp?) of Kuejin out for all our asses. Then Emma's home and her mentor have been sealed behind an unremovable symbol that can't be removed, and she continues to be the target of some Nephandic plot. And this Harold person wanting to take her to Nevada to learn stuff and translate some Enochian script they found, just doesn't sound kosher. Guess Ruth wouldn't eat it, huh?
So we're besieged by enemies, who seem quite intent on wiping us out...all we've got left is each other. I just wish I didn't feel so useless all the time, I keep hoping to find my own identity but I feel like a shadow, a ghost of another person. I wonder if Annorax was right, that I was more fun before...which makes me wonder what other parts of who I was they all wish was still here. Did they keep me around hoping I would become who I used to be? Will I ever be me? Will I always be a testament to a Mage who went berserk and had to be stopped? Will I ever someday be erased and replaced for who I was? Am I merely the dream of a madman? I wish I was a whole person and not some walking fragment.
Sometimes its just nice to not be the only one with wide eyes going 'what the fuck?' Lets see. So I bought a car, had Rusty help me put a new engine, transmission and most of the other components so that it runs like a top. But it looks like a rust bucket. But I needed my own car, and I fixed up the interior too, so inside its nice it runs great and no one would want to steal it. With winter quarter not so far off, gotta make sure I got transportation since I can't be driving the 'Hot mach' everywhere. So Else's husband is back from his trip, at least temporarily, he's funny.
I got to meet one of my professor's for school he's a member of my cabal and an Etherite. We're currently working on a plan to immunize Terminus against the Chovorah, and he's given me use of his lab. Annorax found the people who are trying to shut down all of us with businesses, and they were ready for them. The bad guys blew up the building in their attempt to smush Annorax, but apparently there is a Wu(sp?) of Kuejin out for all our asses. Then Emma's home and her mentor have been sealed behind an unremovable symbol that can't be removed, and she continues to be the target of some Nephandic plot. And this Harold person wanting to take her to Nevada to learn stuff and translate some Enochian script they found, just doesn't sound kosher. Guess Ruth wouldn't eat it, huh?
So we're besieged by enemies, who seem quite intent on wiping us out...all we've got left is each other. I just wish I didn't feel so useless all the time, I keep hoping to find my own identity but I feel like a shadow, a ghost of another person. I wonder if Annorax was right, that I was more fun before...which makes me wonder what other parts of who I was they all wish was still here. Did they keep me around hoping I would become who I used to be? Will I ever be me? Will I always be a testament to a Mage who went berserk and had to be stopped? Will I ever someday be erased and replaced for who I was? Am I merely the dream of a madman? I wish I was a whole person and not some walking fragment.