The Chronciles of Disaffection and heartbreak part 9: Does everything really come to fruition?
note: please read 8 before this because it's cool, optimisic, and pertains to some of my good friends :)
Well, I'm confused more then ever. Nicole is back with marc. That's right, Nicole is back with marc. It amazes me after what has transpired. Now, what pisses me off is that I woke up to...well..as I type, they are fuckin upstairs in his damn room. God damn her screaming. Seriously, this fucking sucks. Not because they are happy, that's awesome an all. I just hate hearing people have sex or hear about it. This fear of dying a virgin, well it's turning into jealousy now god damn it. I mean shit, everyone else has had some kind of sexual realtion..except for me. IT amazes me sometimes. AWESOME, tantric is on "Breakdown." It's so me. Anyways, back to this. Marc owes me $50 so that's the major reason why im staying one more day in milford. He gets payed tomorrow. Well, he doesn't owe me $50, but I need it lol.
Honestly, I don't know what more I can say. IM THAT PISSED that I can't even find anything more to say. Im going for a walk. Maybe they'll be done later. I hope :| god damn 4 hours of fucking..WHEN WILL I FIND MY ONE :|. thanks marc :| and nicole...you just amaze me
They'll read this anyways, they always do.
Anyways, be cool everyone. I miss alot of you. till im back to NY..ADIEU.
Well, I'm confused more then ever. Nicole is back with marc. That's right, Nicole is back with marc. It amazes me after what has transpired. Now, what pisses me off is that I woke up to...well..as I type, they are fuckin upstairs in his damn room. God damn her screaming. Seriously, this fucking sucks. Not because they are happy, that's awesome an all. I just hate hearing people have sex or hear about it. This fear of dying a virgin, well it's turning into jealousy now god damn it. I mean shit, everyone else has had some kind of sexual realtion..except for me. IT amazes me sometimes. AWESOME, tantric is on "Breakdown." It's so me. Anyways, back to this. Marc owes me $50 so that's the major reason why im staying one more day in milford. He gets payed tomorrow. Well, he doesn't owe me $50, but I need it lol.
Honestly, I don't know what more I can say. IM THAT PISSED that I can't even find anything more to say. Im going for a walk. Maybe they'll be done later. I hope :| god damn 4 hours of fucking..WHEN WILL I FIND MY ONE :|. thanks marc :| and nicole...you just amaze me
They'll read this anyways, they always do.
Anyways, be cool everyone. I miss alot of you. till im back to NY..ADIEU.