I do believe I should go to sleep.
Rayna, expect something in the mail.
Lord.
Lonliness must be contageous. It is catching. I have been eyeing some of the people on campus, and just wondering. It been making me lonely. I have just been wondering.
Its has been so great though. God is good. He intervened and I got a wonderful Hebrew teacher. She teaches like I need to be taught, spoon fed...but I get to hold the spoon at least.
Ani ohevet et ha Adoni Yeshua. Et ha hachem, tzadeek, kadosh Adoni sheli. Who et ha Adoni, Adoni Yishrael.
Yes. It's Hebrew. I am learning. I am learning.
I got some I love you emails from my boys. I LOVIE YOU!!
I never got an "I love you" email from my boys before, I got two today. I usually get text messages or messages on my phone. However, I hadn't gotten anything from them in a while, and I got these emails...and I was so thankful. They really made my day. I was not so down but I needed the boost.
" ...Woe is a man that falls and has noone to pick him up.... that's in the
Bible somewhere...I just don't remember..."
- Esteban
Tanks Teebin (aka Esteban aka Stevie aka Stephen aka aka aka) and Ryan. I love you both.
I have been so overworked, my day starts really early and ends really late. God moves...
I am now in a position of leadership in one of the organizations at my school, and honestly I don't even know how I got there. I was just asked to be a part, and I did. Thank you Jesus.
Its been a success...the girl I mentor...she's such a wonderful person, and God will touch her and use her. I believe it.
Then I was at the InPDUM meeting today, InterVarsity Thrursday, yada yada.
Took a test today in Middle Eastern History. It surprised me because I thought it was Thursday.
I kinda surprised myself. I knew more than I thought. I have a test Thrusday for Indian History, I have a paper due for African History tomorow.I can't even read my notes right now. I know exactly what I want to say, I just would like some sleep so I can say it properly.
God is so good though. I can't believe how good He is.
He's just giving me the grace to live, and I am so happy to be here.
...Diction. It is absent, it will be present once I gain some energy and eye rest.
I wanted to discuss how I have obtained some affection for a certain someone...if I really do have an affection. Or maybe its a satanic infection...who knows. I just want to stay where I am, I don't want to go back.
Not there, because back there wasn't doing me any good.
"Cause I'm broken, when I'm lonesome, and I don't feel right when you're gone away."
- Seether
No, I don't feel right. Where have you been? Its almost been two months. Where are you? Come home. Please. I've been praying. I hope you know, I've been praying. I need you, we all do. It isn't the same without you. Come home. Please.
Now as for you, yes I'm done with him, now I'm talking to you.
I know how hard its been since we broke apart. I love you. Never forget that. This is the path that I have chosen, you must choose your own. Please surrender your all to Christ. You know better than me that all this stuff you are experiencing can't go away...won't go away. Even when I was there, the situation was not getting better. You hid too much from me too early, and exposed it all too too late. I had to go, I was ruining your salvation.
I love you. I love you. I love you.
I wish I could call you and tell you, but I can't. This is the decision I have made. I must serve God. He is my life. I won't let satan kill it anymore.
You musn't either.
*sigh* I miss you so badly, I think about you everyday, and I wish you were here with me. I do.
Baby I love you, but this is the decision I have made.
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"JESUS! Get your FREE Jesus! He's totally FREEEEE!"
- Me [shouting on the top of my lungs in the student center]
I am so tired...and I do believe I should go to sleep.
*sigh*
Pray for me. I need it.
- ©D
