Held Back.
Wednesday was my baby’s birthday. Rich you darling, you are such a blessing in my life. Six years of being blessed by you. We been through some really rough times in these six years, but it made us stronger, and I love you baby. I love you for it. I pray that God touches you and restores and revitalizes your life for His glory.
“God sends His angels to walk among us, we call them friends.”
-Annon.
“I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I
know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain”
- Seether
Yes. I love my best friend.
I have a picture of us at youth camp in my organizer, and I show it off to everyone.
He's so handsome. "That’s my Richard", I say.
Six years of best friend-ness. 60 more years to go.
I am one of the few that is blessed with such a wonderful extended-extended family of good Christian brothers and sisters. I don’t know anyone else with wonderful friends like mine.
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“Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘ Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away”
- Seether
I was going to begin to write about how God is helping me get rid of unattached attachments that kept hindering me.
I don’t know if you understand.
Love is a strong feeling, a Strong action, a strong force.
When applied it shakes and shifts situations.
When applied to the wrong person or at the wrong times it shuts down the uplifted and brings bondage to the already brokenhearted.
Wrapped in love so tightly that I began to choke. In love.
With the wrong person, for the wrong reasons. At the wrong time. Waisted wrong love, that caused my soul to wrong my Right and True Love....
Wrong love.
Oh Lord, forgive me.
I waisted so much time ---again.
One day Lord…one day.
I cannot go on anyfurther. The rest must be...held back.
Good nite all, I have an 8 am gym class.
-©D
