Jun 07, 2007 09:46
Just an announcement, I go into surgery tomorrow to have a biopsy. Supposedly they are not putting me to sleep for this, but doing something called a MAC, but when i look up that, it sounds alot like they are putting me to sleep. Hopefully this will go well, as I have already told my surgeon that if the lump is not benign I want a mastectomy. Breast cancer runs rampant in my family. To me, not having any is worth it to get that worry off my chest so to speak.
Living with my parents again. Not fun. No money. Going insane. Now my responsibilites not only include taking care of a 7 year old and an older 7 year old husband, but they have stemmed off to cleaning an entire 3 story house, taking care of a stepdad who works all the time, and a mother who is getting over elective surgery, plus my 7 year olds. I started seeing a therapist Wednesday.
On a positive note, i got a new job. I will be working for American home patient starting Monday. They pay almost 10 dollars an hour to start, which is unheard of in this town unless you are doing manual labor. Im really excited, and its an office job, so I actually get to use my skill.
Amtgard...is stupid. My real life is so exasperating that when I think about going to the park it seems down right silly. Having serious thoughts on my future in this game.