Jan 12, 2005 01:37
I guess I should be eating right now. Or sleeping even. Don't really feel like doing either, but I will in a bit. Shane's curled up in the bed, since he has been back from working he hasn't left my side. And we have barely been far from the kids. There are a wave of nurses and doctors who come around and talk to us...well at me. I can't really comprehend all what they are saying, but Shane seems to understand that and he tells me anything that I really need to know. He has been a rock for me, reassuring me with just looks, and touches as well as his voice, "Shan ya know they'll be okay. They look better every time I look at them."
My folks are still in town. Dad's making sure that things are "in order" which is military speak meaning he is worried about me. He and mom were great while Shane was gone. In fact everyone was. Shane's mom, dad and step mom were all buzzing around me.
Think I am going to crawl back into my husband's arms now until I can see my kids again.