Just complaining like always..
Dear Journal..
ya know, when will I have something good to right about??? probably never.. Everytime that Im happy, something seems to ruin it.. Maybe if some people would leave me comments telling me how cool they think I am or how much they love me or even like me??? hmmmm that thought of that just puts a smile on my face.. lol.. Im tired and my baby is soo sick.. He has real bad asthma, and up until I had him, I always thought people used asthma as an excuse or it was way over-rated.. lol.. I was soo dumb.. But my son, gets really sick.. and it gets really bad where his breathing is just unpredictable and you never know if you are gonna end up at the hospital or not.. He shouldnt go anywhere outside at all.. It will just make him worse..
I cant friggin believe that christmas is right around the corner.. It is soo crazy.. I have started.. Didnt get too far, but money is tight.. I didnt realize how hard things would be.. And its funny how some people dont even care.. they just still have their hands out wanting money from me.. It sucks.. The same people that want shit from me, are the same ones that curse me out and treat me like shit when they dont get their way.. Yes, Im talking about YOU!!.. anyways.. I am, despite money situations, am in the christmas spirit.. i cant wait to see the kids faces and to see them open up the gifts.. It makes all the stress chaos not seem so bad.. I just dont like the feeling of having to buy gifts when you know you cant afford it, or someone showing up with a gift for you or your kids, and you not having one for them.. grrrrr.. i hate that.. lol.. makes me feel like shit..
I am cooking a big Thanksgiving dinner.. If you wanna come.. just let me know.. Lots of food and beer.. lol.. "yeah, im trying to bribe ya".. lol.. no... seriously.. you can come.. just let me know..
Love ya..
-one winked eye..
ya know, when will I have something good to right about??? probably never.. Everytime that Im happy, something seems to ruin it.. Maybe if some people would leave me comments telling me how cool they think I am or how much they love me or even like me??? hmmmm that thought of that just puts a smile on my face.. lol.. Im tired and my baby is soo sick.. He has real bad asthma, and up until I had him, I always thought people used asthma as an excuse or it was way over-rated.. lol.. I was soo dumb.. But my son, gets really sick.. and it gets really bad where his breathing is just unpredictable and you never know if you are gonna end up at the hospital or not.. He shouldnt go anywhere outside at all.. It will just make him worse..
I cant friggin believe that christmas is right around the corner.. It is soo crazy.. I have started.. Didnt get too far, but money is tight.. I didnt realize how hard things would be.. And its funny how some people dont even care.. they just still have their hands out wanting money from me.. It sucks.. The same people that want shit from me, are the same ones that curse me out and treat me like shit when they dont get their way.. Yes, Im talking about YOU!!.. anyways.. I am, despite money situations, am in the christmas spirit.. i cant wait to see the kids faces and to see them open up the gifts.. It makes all the stress chaos not seem so bad.. I just dont like the feeling of having to buy gifts when you know you cant afford it, or someone showing up with a gift for you or your kids, and you not having one for them.. grrrrr.. i hate that.. lol.. makes me feel like shit..
I am cooking a big Thanksgiving dinner.. If you wanna come.. just let me know.. Lots of food and beer.. lol.. "yeah, im trying to bribe ya".. lol.. no... seriously.. you can come.. just let me know..
Love ya..
-one winked eye..