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So I went to the liquor store on Agricola about 20 minutes ago.
This guy was standing outside. He asked me for change. Go figure. I said I didn't have any. He said "Maybe when you come out?" I said "I'm paying debit." Which was true. He said "Buy me something then?" I said "I can't, sorry" laughing politely at his incredible nerve for asking such a fucking thing.
I went in, got a 12 pack of Coors Light cold-certified cans. I had the cashier put it in a bag. "There's a guy out there harassing me for stuff." He laughed and said "Yeah, we can't get rid of those people no matter what we do. He even asked me while I was in my uniform coming to work!" And we laughed about it and I left.
I was standing there waiting to cross the street and he walked past me and said "You're lucky I don't beat you and rob you." I was STUNNED! Fucking STUNNED!! I stopped, turned to him and said "THAT would be INCREDIBLY intelligent!!!" He said "Well I have nowhere to go right now so jail's looking awesome right now, so don't fucking even." Like I had threatened HIM!!!! I said "Buddy I didn't even fucking SAY anything to you! You came to ME, harassing ME for change!" And he said something back but I didn't hear him cos I crossed the street while he was talking about jail so all I did was laugh really loud and keep walking.
Normally I wouldn't have said anything to him but I couldn't fucking believe the NERVE of this man. "You're lucky I don't beat you and rob you." Seriously.
What in the FUCK IS it with these fucking people?!?!?!
Last night there was a woman stopping all the cars and saying "JEEP LIBERTY! JEEP LIBERTY! JEEP LIBERTY!" That was ALL she would say!!!! And this OTHER woman asked me for change TWICE in 3 minutes and her hair was EVERYWHERE - she looked like the bride of fucking Frankenstein except her hair was sticking out from the sides of her head, not straight up. And she wasn't white.
What a fucking riot.
I feel like I'm living in a parallel fucking universe these days.
I wish I had my fucking friends.
I wish I had anything.
Whatever, I'm not going to start another fucking sad-fest. I've had enough of those lately. I never know whether to be angry, sad or nothing. I mostly stick with the nothing. I'm just fucking numb. That's the way to be. But then I still get upset, over the fact that I can't concentrate on school cos I'm so fucked up over everything, or the fact that I can't get a job or I only have 2 weeks til I'm officially KICKED the fuck OUT and so much other shit. My head's a WHIRLWIND of fucking bullshit. Everything's so fucked up.
I said I WASN'T going to do this.
I've been having sharp pains in my stomach all day. I wonder if there's something wrong with me. Haha. That would be EXACTLY what I need right now.
I went to the IWK yesterday to give in my resume. The woman at Human Resources said I needed some number to put on the resume, a job listing number or something. I explained how I heard about the job and pointed out the name of the woman it was supposed to go to. She said there were no listings along those lines that she knew of. After 20 minutes of stupidity, she said she'd forward it to the head of Human Resources and MAYBE, MAYBE that woman would forward it to the woman who's name I put on the front of the envelope.
So much for that job.
So now I will cry. Because now I am officially, completely and totally fucked.
This guy was standing outside. He asked me for change. Go figure. I said I didn't have any. He said "Maybe when you come out?" I said "I'm paying debit." Which was true. He said "Buy me something then?" I said "I can't, sorry" laughing politely at his incredible nerve for asking such a fucking thing.
I went in, got a 12 pack of Coors Light cold-certified cans. I had the cashier put it in a bag. "There's a guy out there harassing me for stuff." He laughed and said "Yeah, we can't get rid of those people no matter what we do. He even asked me while I was in my uniform coming to work!" And we laughed about it and I left.
I was standing there waiting to cross the street and he walked past me and said "You're lucky I don't beat you and rob you." I was STUNNED! Fucking STUNNED!! I stopped, turned to him and said "THAT would be INCREDIBLY intelligent!!!" He said "Well I have nowhere to go right now so jail's looking awesome right now, so don't fucking even." Like I had threatened HIM!!!! I said "Buddy I didn't even fucking SAY anything to you! You came to ME, harassing ME for change!" And he said something back but I didn't hear him cos I crossed the street while he was talking about jail so all I did was laugh really loud and keep walking.
Normally I wouldn't have said anything to him but I couldn't fucking believe the NERVE of this man. "You're lucky I don't beat you and rob you." Seriously.
What in the FUCK IS it with these fucking people?!?!?!
Last night there was a woman stopping all the cars and saying "JEEP LIBERTY! JEEP LIBERTY! JEEP LIBERTY!" That was ALL she would say!!!! And this OTHER woman asked me for change TWICE in 3 minutes and her hair was EVERYWHERE - she looked like the bride of fucking Frankenstein except her hair was sticking out from the sides of her head, not straight up. And she wasn't white.
What a fucking riot.
I feel like I'm living in a parallel fucking universe these days.
I wish I had my fucking friends.
I wish I had anything.
Whatever, I'm not going to start another fucking sad-fest. I've had enough of those lately. I never know whether to be angry, sad or nothing. I mostly stick with the nothing. I'm just fucking numb. That's the way to be. But then I still get upset, over the fact that I can't concentrate on school cos I'm so fucked up over everything, or the fact that I can't get a job or I only have 2 weeks til I'm officially KICKED the fuck OUT and so much other shit. My head's a WHIRLWIND of fucking bullshit. Everything's so fucked up.
I said I WASN'T going to do this.
I've been having sharp pains in my stomach all day. I wonder if there's something wrong with me. Haha. That would be EXACTLY what I need right now.
I went to the IWK yesterday to give in my resume. The woman at Human Resources said I needed some number to put on the resume, a job listing number or something. I explained how I heard about the job and pointed out the name of the woman it was supposed to go to. She said there were no listings along those lines that she knew of. After 20 minutes of stupidity, she said she'd forward it to the head of Human Resources and MAYBE, MAYBE that woman would forward it to the woman who's name I put on the front of the envelope.
So much for that job.
So now I will cry. Because now I am officially, completely and totally fucked.