yumms and scars...
the SSRI's are bothering me today. I look at the stupid little pill (I take it only for the xanex prescription these days, which I hardly take anyway). Is it better to feel too much or nothing at all? I'm contemplative and quiet- these are not my traits, this is not my lifestyle, nor any aspirations for future use.
"Life should mean a lot less than this"- Silver Jews
I'm numb and still laugh, should probably want to have more sex than I do- well no one is good enough actually, life will be so much sweeter when I get out of here and can spend time w/ a certain very special someone. Maybe I'm just down instead of being my normal anxious? odd thought, but true.
I'll be better tomorrow, I swear.
"Life should mean a lot less than this"- Silver Jews
I'm numb and still laugh, should probably want to have more sex than I do- well no one is good enough actually, life will be so much sweeter when I get out of here and can spend time w/ a certain very special someone. Maybe I'm just down instead of being my normal anxious? odd thought, but true.
I'll be better tomorrow, I swear.