Was It Ever Real?

[d_freak07]

Did you ever even care?
During all the moments we shared,
Were you thinking about me?
Was there ever really a we?

Or were your thoughts on her?
Of this I can't be sure,
But what I know is you had lied,
Even during times when I tried,
I tried to think it was all real,
I never knew that this was the deal,
That you wouldn't shed a single tear,
And that by this time of next year,
You hope be with my best friend?

Broken, my heart, no one can mend,
Now that I know it was all a lie,
I can feel my soul start to die,
Even if I don't love you anymore,
My thoughts inside, are at war,
Asking why you used me so,
And causing my esteem to be rather low,
You have to know, you've hurt my heart,
And precisely why we are now apart!

{July 28th 2006}