Stuff n' stuff.. not much though
This thing is becoming dead, like me x_x
Anyway, my school semester is almost over, then I will begin another one. Haha.. it just never ends, keeps going and going like that energizer bunny. How does a drum keep you going? Uh.. I thought I lost my ring, when it I took it off for a shower. I just went to my room to put some clothes on, then when I went back it was gone. My mom got it for me, so I don't wanna lose it.. but, I found it. It appeared in my room after a day or so. Weird.. probably someone put it there. Now I never take it off :3 Hm.. I notice people are getting gloomy lately ; ; How come happiness can only last for so long.. then it's gone. Or.. actually sometimes it doesn't stay gone. You just have to try and find it again. Yush, happiness is hard to find, I'm still trying to find it x.x; That's why I wanna travel around, maybe I can find it someplace else other than here.
Ha.. I can just imagine myself with a back pack full of stuff on my shoulders, with the wind blowing against everything it comes across, going down a pathway leading.. nowhere, but I'ed still keep walking, in hopes of actually finding something/someone that I've been longing for. I talk weird.. :0
Ugh.. I can't draw anymore >_<; and I don't want to force myself to, I want it to just be fun again. When it's fun, I draw more. I don't care anymore if it isn't the greatest thing ever, or if I got something drawn wrong, atleast it would be fun in doing it. I think I'm getting lazy, cause I never wanna color anything anymore. Oh well, my coloring is not the best, and it's kind of ..usually not very well time spent.. gah.. I can't speak english anymore x_<;;;
Bad things are happening.. I can't do anything about it .. feel like exploding..
A small percent of people come to me about their problems. I try to help them as best as I can, doesn't always work though. I know I can't cheer up everyone, and sometimes they don't want me to anyway. Well, I just hope that everyone can find happiness, even if I can't help, I hope that they can find it on their own. I've been beaten down a lot, but just gotta keep trying. Because if I ever gave up, I might miss out on things I'ed really like. It's hard to keep even myself at an okay level. Sometimes I just lie on my bed for a bit, and look out my window. When it's windy the clouds usually move faster :3 Sometimes a plane goes by, I wonder where those people are off to, if they will arrive safe. When it's dark out, sometimes I can spot the moon. So.. yeah, it's kind of corny but, I wonder who else might be looking up at the moon too. People say that no matter where you are, we all have the same sun, moon, and stars, so when you look up at them, someone you care about could be looking up at them as well. At least thats something everyone can share.
I like this song,
http://www.wbr.com/filter/mp3/TakeAPicture.mp3
It has a nice beat, and I like singing to it (hahah, I sing? Oh my gosh LOL! lmdao.. ) Yeah.. "could you take my picture?... cause I won't remember.."
Dunno if the link will work :/ cause sometimes it says, ERROR.. you cannot directly link this ..and blah blah blah. Yes.. sharing is evil, or so people say.. :0
Anyway, my school semester is almost over, then I will begin another one. Haha.. it just never ends, keeps going and going like that energizer bunny. How does a drum keep you going? Uh.. I thought I lost my ring, when it I took it off for a shower. I just went to my room to put some clothes on, then when I went back it was gone. My mom got it for me, so I don't wanna lose it.. but, I found it. It appeared in my room after a day or so. Weird.. probably someone put it there. Now I never take it off :3 Hm.. I notice people are getting gloomy lately ; ; How come happiness can only last for so long.. then it's gone. Or.. actually sometimes it doesn't stay gone. You just have to try and find it again. Yush, happiness is hard to find, I'm still trying to find it x.x; That's why I wanna travel around, maybe I can find it someplace else other than here.
Ha.. I can just imagine myself with a back pack full of stuff on my shoulders, with the wind blowing against everything it comes across, going down a pathway leading.. nowhere, but I'ed still keep walking, in hopes of actually finding something/someone that I've been longing for. I talk weird.. :0
Ugh.. I can't draw anymore >_<; and I don't want to force myself to, I want it to just be fun again. When it's fun, I draw more. I don't care anymore if it isn't the greatest thing ever, or if I got something drawn wrong, atleast it would be fun in doing it. I think I'm getting lazy, cause I never wanna color anything anymore. Oh well, my coloring is not the best, and it's kind of ..usually not very well time spent.. gah.. I can't speak english anymore x_<;;;
Bad things are happening.. I can't do anything about it .. feel like exploding..
A small percent of people come to me about their problems. I try to help them as best as I can, doesn't always work though. I know I can't cheer up everyone, and sometimes they don't want me to anyway. Well, I just hope that everyone can find happiness, even if I can't help, I hope that they can find it on their own. I've been beaten down a lot, but just gotta keep trying. Because if I ever gave up, I might miss out on things I'ed really like. It's hard to keep even myself at an okay level. Sometimes I just lie on my bed for a bit, and look out my window. When it's windy the clouds usually move faster :3 Sometimes a plane goes by, I wonder where those people are off to, if they will arrive safe. When it's dark out, sometimes I can spot the moon. So.. yeah, it's kind of corny but, I wonder who else might be looking up at the moon too. People say that no matter where you are, we all have the same sun, moon, and stars, so when you look up at them, someone you care about could be looking up at them as well. At least thats something everyone can share.
I like this song,
http://www.wbr.com/filter/mp3/TakeAPicture.mp3
It has a nice beat, and I like singing to it (hahah, I sing? Oh my gosh LOL! lmdao.. ) Yeah.. "could you take my picture?... cause I won't remember.."
Dunno if the link will work :/ cause sometimes it says, ERROR.. you cannot directly link this ..and blah blah blah. Yes.. sharing is evil, or so people say.. :0