Where's the love were suppose to find?
I just don't even know where to being.. it's like i'm back in this same spot with my emotions just when I think I can handle being left behind or blown off or an inconvence but i can't... I love him so much but my hurt has taken over my love... it shouldn't be like that but it is... it's like we want a life together but he wants to still live the single life.. go out when he wants and not tell me and things like that, he should be able to go but why can't he just let me know is that to much to ask? is that smoothing someone by wanted to know what there doing or where there going..
am I pushing to much commitment, do i want this much commitment.. WHAT DO I WANT?
WHy is it soo confusing to figure out what I want.. SHouldn't I know? Why can't I figure it out.. ONce i think i have everything undercontrol something comes up new that i can't handle.. does he want what i want.. what does he want?
am I pushing to much commitment, do i want this much commitment.. WHAT DO I WANT?
WHy is it soo confusing to figure out what I want.. SHouldn't I know? Why can't I figure it out.. ONce i think i have everything undercontrol something comes up new that i can't handle.. does he want what i want.. what does he want?