Mar 21, 2005 09:12
Does he even care that he hurts me??
Thursday night he said he wanted to see me so i cancelled my plans for him.. when I get out of work I get a Txt message saying I'm with mitch because i didn't seem to know what you were doing... Wouldn't you think if someone that your dating says they want to see you and doesnt know if you going out or coming home to see them would wait for you to get out of work so that they could call you to say hey are you still going out with your friends are you coming home to see me? no he just goes out...
Sunday he said he was going to stop by the YMCA to see me around 2 o'clock.. so i waiting around because i always feel bad if i'm in the middle of a tour or something and he has to wait for me and thne i don't want to rush a tour.. so it's like 3:30 and i finally get a hold of him and he was like yeah i didn't go.. so i figured he didn't go to westfield at all and he was like i want to see you after.. okay great! fine with me.. but then he goes Krystal wants to see your Tattoo... umm "when were you in westfield" and he was like before you got to work.. which is impossible but whatever.. because i was talking to him as I was walking out of the door and he just got out of the shower.. hmmm...
So ne ways I was like so you could't call to tell me that you went to westfield early and that you weren't stopping by? No...
Couldn't stop by to say yeah i came early I found some homework i have to do so that i can see you later.. No
Couldn't have called on the way to Eric and Krystals (since i wasnt' at work yet) so tell me that he was in westfield already? NO
These where his answers...
1st. You were working
2Nd. Were weren't at work yet (hmmm)
3rd. I had homework to do (okay i can understand that one)
4th. I didn't want to bother you (hmmm why would seeing you bother me?)
5th. I just stopped at Eric and Krystals to say hi (well i'm the next street over couldn't say Hi to me?)
Hmmm.. great answers huh..
SO then I call him when i get out of work and he hangs up on me.. umm i dont' think so.. so i wanted to finish this fight and make him realise how much it hurts me when he makes me feel like an inconvince.. so i walk in pissed off and i pushed him and them i'm crying and yelling and he just sits there and laughs.. so i left even more pissed off..
heres the great part he tells me i ruined the night because i got upset..
WHO WOULDN'T? YOU BLEW ME OFF AND DIDN'T HAVE THE NERVE TO CALL TO SAY YOU WEREN'T GOING TO MAKE IT!
It's not the first time he's done this so that doesn't help the anger stage that i'm at now with this issue...
Then he tells me that i'm "fucken pshyco"
Okay...
I hate being treated like an inconvience or being one... thats such a big pet peeve all i have been asking from him is to tell me if he's not going to make it by and don't make me sit there waiting for him