I wont stop until Im beautiful......
So, I have a lot going for me...I've fallen in love with my best friend and my best friend has fallen in love with me. We're going to move in together once we graduate in May. But since I was put in the hospital this summer I've gained weight...too much weight. I'm so fat now I have to lose this shit. But I'm binging and purging like crazy. I am so fat, so bad, so ugly, so stupid. I hate myself right now...really, really hate myself. I've already b/p five times today...Im starting a fast tomorrow. I say this every day but I have to go through with it. I need motivation!!!!!! Somebody keep me on my feet. Anybody, please help me!!!