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Today was okay. So mad that I ate the gum, otherwise it would be NOTHING!
Today: 2 pieces sugar free gum = 10 Calories
Yesterday: Lettuce and Mustard = 20 Calories
Working out at the Y is fucking awesome. Hot guys everywhere. Yeah, that's what I'm talking about. Major motivation right there. And prom coming up, even though I am not going. But David motivates me, even though he says he thinks Im hot and doesn't care if I gain a million pounds. But I will look good for him and for everyone else who has to fucking look at me.
Fifteen pounds to go. I will do it.
I'm in such a crazy mood. It's weird, like fasting is making me fucking crazy and happy and I've been laughing so much it's awesome. Anyways, it probably won't last because I'm being lazy and not taking my fucking zoloft. And I'm not going to group therapy for a while because I will not recover right now. Maybe If Im about to die from being so fucking beautifully thin then I will go back. But not now. Beth wouldn't even schedule me in to see her because she says she wants to write her book. Screw her then. Damn, stupid therapists.
Today: 2 pieces sugar free gum = 10 Calories
Yesterday: Lettuce and Mustard = 20 Calories
Working out at the Y is fucking awesome. Hot guys everywhere. Yeah, that's what I'm talking about. Major motivation right there. And prom coming up, even though I am not going. But David motivates me, even though he says he thinks Im hot and doesn't care if I gain a million pounds. But I will look good for him and for everyone else who has to fucking look at me.
Fifteen pounds to go. I will do it.
I'm in such a crazy mood. It's weird, like fasting is making me fucking crazy and happy and I've been laughing so much it's awesome. Anyways, it probably won't last because I'm being lazy and not taking my fucking zoloft. And I'm not going to group therapy for a while because I will not recover right now. Maybe If Im about to die from being so fucking beautifully thin then I will go back. But not now. Beth wouldn't even schedule me in to see her because she says she wants to write her book. Screw her then. Damn, stupid therapists.