yeah.. gradual decline throughout the day....
so now i am again crappy.. i am anxious for my exam.. can't really concentrate.. i am tired ... and i have a small headache... the food was NASTY..... great... i want to go to sleep but i can't becuase i am going crazy.. sort of wound tight like an explosive spring... but i am extremely tired..even though i got enough sleep yesterday...I hate life and i feel sort of numb i don't really care about anything right now... i have two contradictory feelings which is driving me nuts... i seriously think i am two people in one.. one is an overzelous crazy wound up person who desperatly wants to study study study and go crazy... the other is a laid back numb person who just wants to sleep sleep sleep.... so i am having a really hard time concentrating since half of me just wants to sleep and the other half wants to go jump off a bridge..... where did i go wrong?