Its been so long since i used lj, i accidently posted twice, i went to erase the one that didnt get a comment and erased the wrong one..ugh. I'll get the hang of it again.....maybe

Emotion, wrapped in emotion covered in tears. Thats how i feel, i just want my old love back, the one who cared about "us", the one who didn't remind everyday that im not good enough. I know im not good enough, but im doing everything i can, i cry everynight im alone, i really want to be everything for everyone, all my friends, my krystal, but i ( Read more... )

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So schools over, the year went by so fast, and yet it dragged on. how the hell does that work? I cant get over the fact that i did good this year. Usually about two weeks into the school year i have like five truancies, i didn't even have five truancies all year, that's crazy. I hope kelly is doing good, i really miss her, I've been making myself ( Read more... )

I feel like im finally getting back to i used to be, the happy me, it's a long road but i think i'm gonna make it. I love you Raye, i really missed hanging out with you, I had a lot of fun this weekend and i hope you weren't getting irritated or anything. No, you'ld probably tell me straight up, instead of not saying anything and then bitching ( Read more... )

Yeah, i had a long talk with Matt last night, it seemed to lessen the tention between us, but that probably won't go away, or if it does, not anytime soon. Basically i've been talking shit about him behind his back, which i'm sorry for, and he found out. i understand why hes mad at me, and i sort of understand why kelly's mad at me, but the two of ( Read more... )

I'd like to start by apologizing to Raye, for those of you who seen my post on her lj know that i was pretty harsh, most of that rant was a spew of insults, and if i actually have any serious problems with her, maybe i shouldn't leave her messages like post-it notes. This doesn't mean i totally agree with the post she had, but i am sorry for the ( Read more... )

so here's my update for the month...lol

i'm trying to update more often, but i've been busy i've got a job, i got engaged, i got though decathlon, i didn't get put on nail. All and all i think my last few months have been good, and i'm still growing as a person. N e ways thought i'd share with my friends how things are going. I love ya all.

This morning I did something that will change my life forever. As I've grown older, I've started looking around at my life and I realised that I am getting more mature, more intelligent, and more patient, but when I bought that ring today I realised just how young I really am. All this time I've been thinking that I'm getting old and that soon I'll ( Read more... )