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its not supposed to be easy and i know that and its not. im just not ready to make that kind of change. maybe when i go home and see him ill change my mind. but for now id like to keep going. i never meant to push him that much. and i know he never meant to make me sad. but we both did and you cant change that. so were going to try to make it work with the long distance thing. if it cant, it cant. i want to have a career in live in georgetown but i dont want to lose him over that because im not ready for that yet. were still young and im still enjoying his company. and id like to enjoy his company until i cant anymore because its worked long distance for over a year now. why cant it work for another year. and this has been a really really really hard year. two losses in my family. he got supervisor so he has to work more hours on top of hard classes. but maybe we worked it out. no matter what i know that he loves me and i love him too. so were going to try and if it doesnt work out then at least well know that we tried.
EDIT: THIS WAS PRIVATE BUT FUCK THAT. IM PUTTING THIS SHIT OUT THERE.
"SOMEONE HAS TO BE THE MAN AND SINCE YOU CANT MAKE A DECISION ON YOUR OWN IM GOING TO. IM BREAKING UP WITH YOU. IF YOU LOVED ME AND CARED ABOUT ME YOU WOULDNT HAVE PURSUED SOMEONE ELSE FOR OVER THREE MONTHS. YOURE PATHETIC."
EDIT: THIS WAS PRIVATE BUT FUCK THAT. IM PUTTING THIS SHIT OUT THERE.
"SOMEONE HAS TO BE THE MAN AND SINCE YOU CANT MAKE A DECISION ON YOUR OWN IM GOING TO. IM BREAKING UP WITH YOU. IF YOU LOVED ME AND CARED ABOUT ME YOU WOULDNT HAVE PURSUED SOMEONE ELSE FOR OVER THREE MONTHS. YOURE PATHETIC."