Mar 22, 2005 21:57
I'm tired of thinking maternally
and I'm tired of thinking i need to.
I'm tired of worrying
and I'm tired of telling myself i shouldn't.
I'm tired of hoping
and I'm tired of being hopeless.
I'm tired of knowing
and I'm tired of really not knowing
I'm tired of forgiving
and I'm tired of never really forgiving.
I'm tired of being used
and I'm tired of being useless
I'm tired of not being ready
and I'm tired of having always been prepared.
I was driving on 595 and a truck dropped a bag of cement or something dry and powdery.
It was kinda scary, but its the second time something has propelled itself at my car while on the highway.
This time i didnt even bother to swerve, though. kinda scary now that i think about it.
I just watched fight club with my parents, what a great movie.
I am Jack's cold sweat.
I am Jack's broken heart.
I am Jack's smirking revenge.