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Everything seems to be okay. I may have had a minor freak out yesterday based on the fact that I hate being so uncertain about things, especially things involving someone I've devoted myself to for over two years. But I think things are going to be okay, and I really do think we will make it through this together. Perhaps he was just having a slight panic attack about the entire situation, and that's what caused all of this. I think that he just needs a bit of time to relax, and everything will be good again.
I often wonder if he realizes just how much he means to me. I've been thinking about what would happen to me if he were to leave, and I really can't picture myself pulling through and finishing school, or doing anything really. I admit, I don't think I would be capable of as many things if he left. He is the only thing in my life that keeps me stable.
I'm miserable without him, so what would be the point of staying on this earth if he is gone?
Bah, I guess that's enough of me being all dramatic.
I often wonder if he realizes just how much he means to me. I've been thinking about what would happen to me if he were to leave, and I really can't picture myself pulling through and finishing school, or doing anything really. I admit, I don't think I would be capable of as many things if he left. He is the only thing in my life that keeps me stable.
I'm miserable without him, so what would be the point of staying on this earth if he is gone?
Bah, I guess that's enough of me being all dramatic.