'Bout to get fucked up bitch beetle!
I had this very bizarre dream the other night, not that anyone on here is very interested. I can't fully remember the beginning, something like me and Zac just walking around in North Conway holding hands while he was talking to Jeff on his cell phone. Then we were suddenly walking along the edge of a sky scrapper, and he was arguing with Jeff, he was really pissed about something. Then he hung up and just stepped out off the ledge, still holding my hand. I let go for a split second, then realizing what was going on I jumped off after him.
I don't know how, but we ended up with our arms around each other as we plummeted towards the ground.
I don't normally give a shit enough about my dreams to analyze them, but I kind of wonder what I had to have been thinking in order to come up with this. Does it say something about my dependency on him, or my fear of losing him because he can let go of things very easily? Maybe it's more of a positive situation, one where I am willing to go through anything with him, even if it would end in my own demise. Or maybe it's nothing, which is the most likely of the "options" I've given myself.
I told Zac about this(except the last part where we are falling together, he would of thought it was stupid probably) and he seemed less than interested. Obviously because it was a dream and no one cares about anyone's dreams except for their own.
I watched A Scanner Darkly with Kymm, Kris, Myk, and Shannon the other night. Charles Freck was my favorite character...
I get to see Zac tonight. I must now finish getting ready for work.
I don't know how, but we ended up with our arms around each other as we plummeted towards the ground.
I don't normally give a shit enough about my dreams to analyze them, but I kind of wonder what I had to have been thinking in order to come up with this. Does it say something about my dependency on him, or my fear of losing him because he can let go of things very easily? Maybe it's more of a positive situation, one where I am willing to go through anything with him, even if it would end in my own demise. Or maybe it's nothing, which is the most likely of the "options" I've given myself.
I told Zac about this(except the last part where we are falling together, he would of thought it was stupid probably) and he seemed less than interested. Obviously because it was a dream and no one cares about anyone's dreams except for their own.
I watched A Scanner Darkly with Kymm, Kris, Myk, and Shannon the other night. Charles Freck was my favorite character...
I get to see Zac tonight. I must now finish getting ready for work.