Too much drama for yo' momma!
So yeah, it's been awhile since I've last writte, and boy has alot happened since then. I'm actually not too sure where to begin with this whole thing, but I guarantee it's going to be a long one!
The last time I wrote was the weekend of April 2-4 when I was visiting Tiff at MSU! That was an awesome weekend but now I have 2 weeks to catch up on. So the following weekend (9-11) Tiffany came home to see me! But no weekend with us together is complete without a little bit of drama mixed in. So, on Friday we went to Brandon's (Hooks) graffiti party (SO FUN by the way!) You wore a blank white shirt and brought heighlighters and you wrote all over eachother! It was such a cool idea, and we had alot of fun, except for some of the obscenities that got written on my shirt! After that we stopped over at at kegger that Amanda invited us to! I love that girl! It was fun.
On Saturday we decided to go to good ol' Canada and meet up with Mat, Dave, and Matt's cousin. And that's where all the drama begins. First of all I was nervous about going to Canada in the first place because of what's been going on lately with Matt and I. I even asked my mom for some advice on the subject and she suggested that I talk to Matt about it myself, instead of questioning his friends. So I decided I was going to do that later on. Anway...Tiffy talked me into going and we went. And again, Matt was very cold towards me and said very little. Which makes me feel very uncomfortable, and very sad thinking about how close friends we once were. It was right then and there that I decided that I wasn't going to let this go on any longer and that I was going to talk to Matt myself! Ok, going back to Canada. We went to "O" because that's where Matt and his buddies were going. And we weren't there very long before we ran into (the other) Brandon, the one who is friends with Eric and Pete and all them. It was totally awesome to see him there considering Matt could care less if I were alive or dead? Anyway, it was cool we had fun. Brandon ended up driving us to his house, so I could sober up a bit and then drive home. But that isn't all that happened. Brandon ended up kissing Tiffany which caused drama because #1. he has a girlfriend and #2. he lied to Eric and said that Tiff and I were all over him. So a couple days later as Eric and I were trying to be mediator's and figure out why Brandon was lying and what the actual truth was, something else came out. I found out something that Tiffany didn't tell me happened. So to re-cap:
Drama Counter
1. Matt not speaking to me
2. Brandon lying to Eric
3. Tiffany & Brandon
4. Tiff's secret
TO TIFFANY:
I just wanted to let you know that I'm not mad at you, and I don't hate you because of this. I was surprised to hear something about you, from Eric. I mean we tell eachother everything, so to hear something not from you kinda hurt my feelings. Switch places with me, wouldn't you feel hurt too if I didn't tell you something that was going on? I'm sorry that you even felt scared about telling me, because as "best friends" it shouldn't be like that! I love you Tiff and I'm sorry that I maybe came down too hard on you at first!! I still love you baby!!!
Before I start the 2nd weekend of stories I have just a little something to fill in. As I said before, I decided that I needed to talk to Matt about what was going on with us. But i didn't feel like calling him would be the right way to do it. (and if he would even call me back?) And I knew the only time I would see him again would be at the bar and I didn't want to do it then either. So i decided to write him a note, especially considering that I write so well anyway. So I did, and on Monday (the 12th) I had made plans with Joe (Matt's best friend) to go see Scooby Doo 2! So we went, and David joined us also which made it that much better. I love thoes guys! They went out to eat first and at the restaurant we started discussing the whole Matt situation. They told me that he acts so funny because he thinks I still like him. It kinda made me sad, it made me cry a little bit, and Dave had to take me by the doors of the restaurant and told me that everything would be alright. I gave Dave the note and he was supposed to give it to Matt on Tuesday. In the note I told Matt that he could call me if he wanted to talk, but other than that, I wouldn't bother him anymore if I didn't hear from him, I won't meet him in Canada, I won't call him ever again. And well, it's been 6 days since he should have got that note and 6 days that I haven't heard from Matt, or Dave, or Joe at all! So I guess that's how much he thinks of his friendship with me. Enough to forget about me for good! Alot of thinknig later and I realized that I do still like Matt and I do still care about him, but I would and could never date him. Not after everything he's put me through!
DRAMA COUNTER
5. end of my friendship with Matt
Ok, now back to more stories. So the following weekend not much hapened, but there was a little drama in the just to keep me going! Friday night I went to Chelsea's 21st B-day party at Snookers but I didn't really have too much fun. There really wasn't many people I knew there, and thoes people just aren't my crowd anymore. I'm not friends with them, I'm not fond of them, and I don't see them very often.
But anyway that really wasn't the event of the evening. Nick's dad has been in the hospital for about a month now. And on Friday he took a turn for the worst. They quit giving him his medicine and said that he would have 24-48 hours left to live. He died that night at about 11:30! My poor Nick, he hasn't really been quite the same since! I feel so bad. So yesterday I was supposed to go to a meeting at work, but I skipped it and went to a dinner at his sister's house with his ENTIRE family! It was really overwhelming, but fun at the same time. One of his brother's said I was "cute as a button" and told me that I was "adorable." When we left someone else told Nick, "You have a very lovely girlfriend!" It was so nice! His family was very accepting, and I felt comfortable there!! So Tuesday I had to call off of work because tomorrow is the funeral.
DRAMA COUNTER
#6. Nick's Dad!
My Grandpa's doing pretty well, considering everything. He's been doing really well and hasn't really had any episodes, but he does get kinda confused sometimes. He doesn't know what time it is all the time, and he doesn't know what year it is either. But he knows that I come to visit him every day, and he asks for me when I'm not there. It's very flattering and I love to go visit him, but sometimes it just get's really hard. He doesn't ask for anyone else in the family, just me! Wow? It definately get's me thinking sometimes. And then there is my Aunt. My aunt who goes to see him once a week for MAYBE 4 hours and think's everything is fine and Danday....WELL IT ISN'T! He's sick, he needs love, he needs attention, he needs stimulation, and he needs to see his other grandchildren. Too bad their too fucking stupid to give a fuck about someone other than their damn selves! It's fucking rediculous I swear! Get a life, and learn how to prioritize people! What are you gonna do when grandpa's not here anymore?
DRAMA COUNTER
#7 Family Feud
So anyway, I think that's just about all I had to catch up on, and I'm going sandal shopping (how fun!!) So I'm off for now! "That's my story and I'm stickin' to it! goodnight!"
The last time I wrote was the weekend of April 2-4 when I was visiting Tiff at MSU! That was an awesome weekend but now I have 2 weeks to catch up on. So the following weekend (9-11) Tiffany came home to see me! But no weekend with us together is complete without a little bit of drama mixed in. So, on Friday we went to Brandon's (Hooks) graffiti party (SO FUN by the way!) You wore a blank white shirt and brought heighlighters and you wrote all over eachother! It was such a cool idea, and we had alot of fun, except for some of the obscenities that got written on my shirt! After that we stopped over at at kegger that Amanda invited us to! I love that girl! It was fun.
On Saturday we decided to go to good ol' Canada and meet up with Mat, Dave, and Matt's cousin. And that's where all the drama begins. First of all I was nervous about going to Canada in the first place because of what's been going on lately with Matt and I. I even asked my mom for some advice on the subject and she suggested that I talk to Matt about it myself, instead of questioning his friends. So I decided I was going to do that later on. Anway...Tiffy talked me into going and we went. And again, Matt was very cold towards me and said very little. Which makes me feel very uncomfortable, and very sad thinking about how close friends we once were. It was right then and there that I decided that I wasn't going to let this go on any longer and that I was going to talk to Matt myself! Ok, going back to Canada. We went to "O" because that's where Matt and his buddies were going. And we weren't there very long before we ran into (the other) Brandon, the one who is friends with Eric and Pete and all them. It was totally awesome to see him there considering Matt could care less if I were alive or dead? Anyway, it was cool we had fun. Brandon ended up driving us to his house, so I could sober up a bit and then drive home. But that isn't all that happened. Brandon ended up kissing Tiffany which caused drama because #1. he has a girlfriend and #2. he lied to Eric and said that Tiff and I were all over him. So a couple days later as Eric and I were trying to be mediator's and figure out why Brandon was lying and what the actual truth was, something else came out. I found out something that Tiffany didn't tell me happened. So to re-cap:
Drama Counter
1. Matt not speaking to me
2. Brandon lying to Eric
3. Tiffany & Brandon
4. Tiff's secret
TO TIFFANY:
I just wanted to let you know that I'm not mad at you, and I don't hate you because of this. I was surprised to hear something about you, from Eric. I mean we tell eachother everything, so to hear something not from you kinda hurt my feelings. Switch places with me, wouldn't you feel hurt too if I didn't tell you something that was going on? I'm sorry that you even felt scared about telling me, because as "best friends" it shouldn't be like that! I love you Tiff and I'm sorry that I maybe came down too hard on you at first!! I still love you baby!!!
Before I start the 2nd weekend of stories I have just a little something to fill in. As I said before, I decided that I needed to talk to Matt about what was going on with us. But i didn't feel like calling him would be the right way to do it. (and if he would even call me back?) And I knew the only time I would see him again would be at the bar and I didn't want to do it then either. So i decided to write him a note, especially considering that I write so well anyway. So I did, and on Monday (the 12th) I had made plans with Joe (Matt's best friend) to go see Scooby Doo 2! So we went, and David joined us also which made it that much better. I love thoes guys! They went out to eat first and at the restaurant we started discussing the whole Matt situation. They told me that he acts so funny because he thinks I still like him. It kinda made me sad, it made me cry a little bit, and Dave had to take me by the doors of the restaurant and told me that everything would be alright. I gave Dave the note and he was supposed to give it to Matt on Tuesday. In the note I told Matt that he could call me if he wanted to talk, but other than that, I wouldn't bother him anymore if I didn't hear from him, I won't meet him in Canada, I won't call him ever again. And well, it's been 6 days since he should have got that note and 6 days that I haven't heard from Matt, or Dave, or Joe at all! So I guess that's how much he thinks of his friendship with me. Enough to forget about me for good! Alot of thinknig later and I realized that I do still like Matt and I do still care about him, but I would and could never date him. Not after everything he's put me through!
DRAMA COUNTER
5. end of my friendship with Matt
Ok, now back to more stories. So the following weekend not much hapened, but there was a little drama in the just to keep me going! Friday night I went to Chelsea's 21st B-day party at Snookers but I didn't really have too much fun. There really wasn't many people I knew there, and thoes people just aren't my crowd anymore. I'm not friends with them, I'm not fond of them, and I don't see them very often.
But anyway that really wasn't the event of the evening. Nick's dad has been in the hospital for about a month now. And on Friday he took a turn for the worst. They quit giving him his medicine and said that he would have 24-48 hours left to live. He died that night at about 11:30! My poor Nick, he hasn't really been quite the same since! I feel so bad. So yesterday I was supposed to go to a meeting at work, but I skipped it and went to a dinner at his sister's house with his ENTIRE family! It was really overwhelming, but fun at the same time. One of his brother's said I was "cute as a button" and told me that I was "adorable." When we left someone else told Nick, "You have a very lovely girlfriend!" It was so nice! His family was very accepting, and I felt comfortable there!! So Tuesday I had to call off of work because tomorrow is the funeral.
DRAMA COUNTER
#6. Nick's Dad!
My Grandpa's doing pretty well, considering everything. He's been doing really well and hasn't really had any episodes, but he does get kinda confused sometimes. He doesn't know what time it is all the time, and he doesn't know what year it is either. But he knows that I come to visit him every day, and he asks for me when I'm not there. It's very flattering and I love to go visit him, but sometimes it just get's really hard. He doesn't ask for anyone else in the family, just me! Wow? It definately get's me thinking sometimes. And then there is my Aunt. My aunt who goes to see him once a week for MAYBE 4 hours and think's everything is fine and Danday....WELL IT ISN'T! He's sick, he needs love, he needs attention, he needs stimulation, and he needs to see his other grandchildren. Too bad their too fucking stupid to give a fuck about someone other than their damn selves! It's fucking rediculous I swear! Get a life, and learn how to prioritize people! What are you gonna do when grandpa's not here anymore?
DRAMA COUNTER
#7 Family Feud
So anyway, I think that's just about all I had to catch up on, and I'm going sandal shopping (how fun!!) So I'm off for now! "That's my story and I'm stickin' to it! goodnight!"