Whiny
I just thought it was funny. I was going through my journals the other night and I'm thinking, "wow, I'm really whiny." :) My life could be a lot worse. I should take time now and then to look at the good things that I do actually have. Like a great family, my soulmate, my best friend, my intelligence, and lots of time.
It's so weird because sometimes I just want to give up. I also want to keep going because I'm so curious about what comes next. I want to see my future. I want to see how I change. I remember when I first noticed that I was growing up. Hah it took me forever to see it in the mirror but it was my 19th birthday and I was brushing my hair or something. I looked into the mirror and I stopped....I was like, "who is that!??" I could see that I was finally becoming a woman. I want to see that again. I want to be able to see myself change in the future. I want to be the beautiful woman I used to be. I want to grow old with my boyfriend, my future husband.
So as much as I do want to leave, I also want to stay because I'm curious and excited about the future in some ways.
This was just another random entry!
It's so weird because sometimes I just want to give up. I also want to keep going because I'm so curious about what comes next. I want to see my future. I want to see how I change. I remember when I first noticed that I was growing up. Hah it took me forever to see it in the mirror but it was my 19th birthday and I was brushing my hair or something. I looked into the mirror and I stopped....I was like, "who is that!??" I could see that I was finally becoming a woman. I want to see that again. I want to be able to see myself change in the future. I want to be the beautiful woman I used to be. I want to grow old with my boyfriend, my future husband.
So as much as I do want to leave, I also want to stay because I'm curious and excited about the future in some ways.
This was just another random entry!