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May 26, 2009 15:24

i almost want to hysterically cry. i got into reading old livejournal entries. i'm terrified now. i've lost my personality. i have none now. i'm jaded. i'm fucking jaded! exactly like i never wanted to be! it's like garden state. fuck ( Read more... )

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lostallsympathy May 26 2009, 23:25:36 UTC

that post seemed like a party. where the hell was I!? It seems like we're the only two who post to Livejournal now. Isnt part of growing older accepting the changes that come with life? Also, doesnt that mean we all knew things wernt going to be like they were in 04 and 05 anyway? Im not trying to be cynical or anything, but i saw this coming. Keep your head up though, because, at least for me, all the friendship's i've formed during that time exists on my end still, i think its like that for most of us. Time gets in our way, but i dont see anyone ending friendships because of it. Maybe like in garden state you need to go home to find yourself, except in this incarnation of the story "home" is a metaphor for old friendships.

it's weird you just said that... crispers May 27 2009, 02:58:16 UTC

LOOK WHAT I WROTE ON...

August 30th, 2005
(no subject)
missing home right now

sorry this sounds so corny but when i say "home" i mean the people i love

dinner today, sleepover tommorow. no stress <3
Posted on Aug. 30th, 2005 02:08 pm (UTC) | Link | Thread | Reply

mikepitkin
from me, by the way.
Posted on Aug. 30th, 2005 02:09 pm
dhile
No , that was so me. Why you trying to play me dawg ? takin my girl and all, dammmm yo.
Posted on Aug. 30th, 2005 02:47 pm

karree
once you get used to the routine and such (this is only your first couple dayyys) you can figure out how to work in more time with your peeps. we miss you toooo!! <3<3 ( ... )

Re: it's weird you just said that... perryhatesme May 27 2009, 04:11:22 UTC

Bury the past ( ... )

Re: it's weird you just said that... crispers May 28 2009, 12:18:38 UTC

back to reality.

oh the sobering words of perry scinta. well i'm glad you feel that way about me pj. i feel that way about all my friends as well but i ask myself sometimes.... do we all just tell each other that to mask our discomfort with having grown apart? i mean... what would make you more upset? if i died or if someone you hang out with every day died?

but you really are right about the practical uselessness of nostalgia. it's a disease really. it gets worse with age. like the gout.

Re: it's weird you just said that... spumpkins96 May 28 2009, 13:37:56 UTC

Yes - perhaps I am the ONLY cynic around; however, these words are true.

Look at how much we have left of the past today - close to nothing. It's nobody's fault - because really, nothing can last forever. What if we were all still best friends today? Would that even be healthy?

Re: it's weird you just said that... crispers May 28 2009, 17:15:03 UTC

no it wouldn't be healthy. a good example of this i think for me is if i was still with cory, i'd be super fat and i would be playing darts with joe at his parents house and you'd be here and miserable and we'd have run out of cemetaries to lurk in. we'd be miserable. perhaps even more jaded than now. we'd feel suffocated i think. we'd feel all closed in but right now i feel the opposite.. all alone in a big open space. i like small spaces but i know i can't live in one forever

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