wow i can't believe it's june, almost july already. it's been over a year since rush moved out. i seriously can't believe it's been that long. i still get super freaked out when i see someone on the street that looks like him. it sucks to think how much that whole thing messed with my head. i really get scared when i see a lookalike. like if it ( Read more... )

you just don't get me. i mean you try. you really do, but it just isn't happening... maybe it's partly my fault... only what i'm showing you i guess. i've tried. but you don't seem interested in all the parts i want to show you. meow. i guess not meow. too much silence anyways. some words are hard to say. more later i guess. dinner needs to be