sacrifices and circles
circles and sacrifices
loves
light
love
lost
gained

the present.
here we are
here we live
here we breathe.

fleeting moments
surreal in their transience
transient in their living
living in their movement
moving toward forever
moving and never

moving and what
what is gained
moving forward
to recoup what is lost
to repay what is gained

The Heart ( Read more... )

ripping up old school assignments from my childhood is a lovely exercise in letting go, bit by bit by bit.

navigating the depths of things lying beneath the surface
surface layered over surfaced layer
sinking deep into past journeys into future present

bit by bit clarity rises from within the deep

is stirred
smiles

So I think and I think and I think. and ( Read more... )

alright. so I was going fetal and then decided after a short break to bust into another entry after my last private post ( Read more... )

where do i begin ( Read more... )

A Little Glass Bridge )Smash It(

moving.
forward.
again.

forward into what?
forward in to nothingness
is something.

the past returned into my life
selling chocolate bars.
wanting me to sell them, too.

I could move endlessly through this night
and it wouldn't be enough, now
would it?

at least the block has cracked.
or has it? I am cracking -
I want to crack it ( Read more... )

moving ( Read more... )

moving.
forward.
again.

forward into what?
forward in to nothingness
is something.

the past returned into my life
selling chocolate bars.
wanting me to sell them, too.

I could move endlessly through this night
and it wouldn't be enough, now
would it?

at least the block has cracked.
or has it? I am cracking -
I want to crack it more.
smash it.
tear it to pieces ( Read more... )

finally there is more paint applied to canvas. I'm at that crazy high pressure point where I am just deciding to not sleep tonight / now this morning / to get at least a little more painting done and my show invites for tonight at Souk. I am about to completely lock myself in for 2 to 3 weeks, and judging by my timeline and deadlines, it looks like ( Read more... )

I just fell on this again written to me by [dr. purple] in march of this year in response to a poem I had written:

Realize the angel is within you
Actuate your inner light
Find the core within, a pulsing ball of light
Regain strength from your anger and pain
Burn away all the husk of pain and anger
Like the pheonix rise from the ashes
Soar into the world ( Read more... )