Mar 12, 2008 22:38
Trying to make everyone happy is hard, especially when everyone believes deep down their cause is the most important one. True fact.
Having a little free time is nice, but I also occasionally find myself at a loss as to what to do with myself. I'm so used to dicking around when I have stuff that I should be doing that to be truly without any immediate driving school responsibilities is a bit disarming. I mostly think I should spend the time catching up on books or anime or TV shows, or maybe definitely writing, but it seems that I tend to just fritter it away on the internet. It's hard to tell if this is something over which I should feel guilty.
I had a dream or two last night that I believe were both overtly sexual and deeply frightening. I can't remember anything specific, I just remember waking up and feeling violated and scared. It's probably just as well that I don't know what happened, really.
If my preordered copy of The Hush Sound's new album comes while I'm gone in WA and the dumb postroom people trash it because I'm not there to pick it up for too long, I'mma kick somebody. Probably Fueled By Ramen's website.
I miss too many people and places and things. I kind of want to go home but I'm not sure which home it is I want to go home to.
And I just ended a sentence in a preposition.
saudade,
dreams,
free time,
the hush sound,
happiness