Letting you go-03
Title: Letting you go-03/??
Author: cream4me
Genre: angst, male/male
Band: the GazettE, Dir en grey
Pairing:mentions of ReitaxRuki, ReitaxOFC
Overall Rating: PG-13 R maybe for strong language
Disclaimer: They are real people too, or at least that’s what my therapists says. So no I guess I only own them in my mind
Summary:Reita breaks up with Ruki for his ex lover(who cheated on him) leaving Ruki heartbroken and slightly depressed. Determined to move on with his life, Ruki goes out clubbing but catches the attention of someone he was trying to the most to forget.
Warning: Strong language, heterosexual relationships,
chapter three
Reita's POV
After Ruki left with Kai, it was just me and Hiromi. I was still worried that Ruki wasn't over it like he said he was. I told Hiromi that I would cover the bill and we left. I always known Ruki hated her, ever since the first time she cheated on me. He was coming over to my apartment to watch the game with me. I told him I wasn't home and that he could go there anyway and wait for me. Hiromi was there to let him in. When he got there he told me that the door was unlocked so he let himself in. He said he saw her in bed with another man. And knowing Ruki, he probably started yelling and cussing them both out. I never asked him about what happened, I didn't want to know. I asked Hiromi if it was true and she admitted to cheating on me and we broke up.
After that Ruki was always there for me. After awhile I started to develop feeling for the little midget. It wasn't until we both got drunk that we finally express our feeling to each other that led to mind blowing sex. Our relationship was perfect and stayed together for a year. I mean sure we had our fights and all but we really loved each other. Then about a couple of months ago I ran into Hiromi at a pastry shop. Ruki forced me to go down there and get all these expensive cakes ever since he saw 'Antique.' I bumped into her on my way out and we sat down and talked for awhile. After that day we kept in touch as friends but then we started to go out to clubs.
We would end up getting drunk and I always had to make sure that she made it home safely so I walk her to her apartment and got her settled in bed. But one night it didn't go that way. I got her in bed and was about to leave when she grabbed my hand and asked me to stay. I knew I shouldn't, plus I was suppose to go to Ruki's for...something...I don't really remember, but I agreed to stay, at least until she went to sleep. I don't know how or when it but she pulled me on top of her and she was kissing me. I didn't know what to do at first and instead of pulling away and leaving like I knew I should, I kissed back.
That kiss led to us making out, then clothes started coming off and then I fucked her, three times that night. It was really late before I left. I had snuck out and went to Ruki's house. It had to be around 3 in the morning and Ruki was already asleep. I forgot to take a shower and just got into bed with him and the next morning Ruki was quiet. I knew he could smell her on me. He wouldn't talkor even look at me unless he had to. It hurt me really bad that he wouldn't at least confront me about it. He only seemed to cheer up at practice.
Practice was ending that day and I was getting ready to go to Ruki's car and he told me that I should go home. He was expecting people over or whatever. I didn't argue with him and left to my own house and Hiromi was there in the lobby waiting on me. She said she came to apologize for what happen last night but I didn't really care. I wanted to be alone but she made me talk about it. Somehow she convinced me that Ruki didn't love me that much if he didn't confront me about cheating on him when it was obvious that he could smell sex and her perfume on me. After that I stopped caring too. I gave up on trying to make Ruki talk to me and pay attention to me and started being around Hiromi more. I finally decided to break up with Ruki and he didn't even care or at least didn't seem like he did. I told him and he stared at me with this blank expression after I said it then dumped the freashly made and scolding hot coffee on my head, got up and walked away. I had like 1st degree burns all over my face and neck. That shit really hurt dammit. Ruki is always so dramatic. Just like today in the bathroom. What the hell was all that about? I can't call him 'Taka' anymore? Why does he have to be like this?
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Me and Hiromi were having sex when Ruki called me. I wasn't going to answer it but I told her to stop moving cuz it could be important. But I guess she saw it was Ruki on the calller ID and started to move again and hearing his voice and her moving made me cum. Before I had time to apologize, he told me to come get my stuff and hung up. After I got off the phone I remembered what it was I was going before and I looked up saw Hiromi on top me, arms crossed and not looking to happy.
"Um...I'm sorry?"
She huffed and got up.
'It's her own damn fault.'
To tell you the truth...I don't even know why I'm still with her. I don't love her, and what we did was a mistake. You would think I'd just dump her. I really don't why I won't but she seems happy for the most part, well besides right now. Oh well. I should go see if she's mad at me. I put some clothes on and go out to find her. She's out on the balcony smoking and drinking a very expensive bottle of wine.
"Hey Hiromi...you ok?"
She looked at me, rolled her eyes and chugged the wine straight from the bottle.
"Just peachy." she said saracasstically
"C'mon Hiromi don't be like that."
"Like what Reita?! I thought you were going to stop talking to him?" she said.
"I can't just stop talking to him. He's my bandmate...and my friend."
"You still love him don't you?" she said in a soft voice. I was starting to feel bad cuz even before she cheated on me, she always felt she had to compete with Ruki for my attention. And it was kinda true. Ruki is or at least was my bestfriend and he would always come to me about his problems with Kyo and I tried to help him through it. A couple weeks before they actually broke up, Ruki was at my apartment every single day crying his eyes out cuz Kyo said something mean or hit him or he would just flip on him for no reason. I really wanted to go over there and beat the shit out his short ass but Ruki was weaker back then and always said it was his fault. He made me promise not to go over and pick a fight with him. But anyway.....back to her...ugh.
"No, I only love you." I said kneeling in front of her, rubbing her hands. It was somewhat true. I didn't love Ruki like that anymore but I also didn't love her like that. I love her but I'm not in love with her. She knows that and I can see the hurt on her face. I really don't know why she's putting herself through this. Why doesn't she just break up with me? I wish she would. I would feel better if she did it that way I know she moved on.
"You know I hate it when you lie Akira." she said laughing softly
We were silent fot a little longer than she stood up. "Let's just be friends with benifts huh?" she said. I was really surprised when she said it. I wasn't expecting it but I agree anyway.
"So why don't we go back inside and let me redeem myself?" I said smirking. She moved in front of me with a grin on her face and held my head close to her naked thighs. I licked up her thigh and smirked at her.
"You better work hard Suzuki."
"I plan on it." Then softly bit the inside of her thigh.
TBC
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A/N: Ewwy...hetero. Thats gross.....anywho. Please comment!! Don't just read it and not say anything.....I hate that.
Author: cream4me
Genre: angst, male/male
Band: the GazettE, Dir en grey
Pairing:mentions of ReitaxRuki, ReitaxOFC
Overall Rating: PG-13 R maybe for strong language
Disclaimer: They are real people too, or at least that’s what my therapists says. So no I guess I only own them in my mind
Summary:Reita breaks up with Ruki for his ex lover(who cheated on him) leaving Ruki heartbroken and slightly depressed. Determined to move on with his life, Ruki goes out clubbing but catches the attention of someone he was trying to the most to forget.
Warning: Strong language, heterosexual relationships,
chapter three
Reita's POV
After Ruki left with Kai, it was just me and Hiromi. I was still worried that Ruki wasn't over it like he said he was. I told Hiromi that I would cover the bill and we left. I always known Ruki hated her, ever since the first time she cheated on me. He was coming over to my apartment to watch the game with me. I told him I wasn't home and that he could go there anyway and wait for me. Hiromi was there to let him in. When he got there he told me that the door was unlocked so he let himself in. He said he saw her in bed with another man. And knowing Ruki, he probably started yelling and cussing them both out. I never asked him about what happened, I didn't want to know. I asked Hiromi if it was true and she admitted to cheating on me and we broke up.
After that Ruki was always there for me. After awhile I started to develop feeling for the little midget. It wasn't until we both got drunk that we finally express our feeling to each other that led to mind blowing sex. Our relationship was perfect and stayed together for a year. I mean sure we had our fights and all but we really loved each other. Then about a couple of months ago I ran into Hiromi at a pastry shop. Ruki forced me to go down there and get all these expensive cakes ever since he saw 'Antique.' I bumped into her on my way out and we sat down and talked for awhile. After that day we kept in touch as friends but then we started to go out to clubs.
We would end up getting drunk and I always had to make sure that she made it home safely so I walk her to her apartment and got her settled in bed. But one night it didn't go that way. I got her in bed and was about to leave when she grabbed my hand and asked me to stay. I knew I shouldn't, plus I was suppose to go to Ruki's for...something...I don't really remember, but I agreed to stay, at least until she went to sleep. I don't know how or when it but she pulled me on top of her and she was kissing me. I didn't know what to do at first and instead of pulling away and leaving like I knew I should, I kissed back.
That kiss led to us making out, then clothes started coming off and then I fucked her, three times that night. It was really late before I left. I had snuck out and went to Ruki's house. It had to be around 3 in the morning and Ruki was already asleep. I forgot to take a shower and just got into bed with him and the next morning Ruki was quiet. I knew he could smell her on me. He wouldn't talkor even look at me unless he had to. It hurt me really bad that he wouldn't at least confront me about it. He only seemed to cheer up at practice.
Practice was ending that day and I was getting ready to go to Ruki's car and he told me that I should go home. He was expecting people over or whatever. I didn't argue with him and left to my own house and Hiromi was there in the lobby waiting on me. She said she came to apologize for what happen last night but I didn't really care. I wanted to be alone but she made me talk about it. Somehow she convinced me that Ruki didn't love me that much if he didn't confront me about cheating on him when it was obvious that he could smell sex and her perfume on me. After that I stopped caring too. I gave up on trying to make Ruki talk to me and pay attention to me and started being around Hiromi more. I finally decided to break up with Ruki and he didn't even care or at least didn't seem like he did. I told him and he stared at me with this blank expression after I said it then dumped the freashly made and scolding hot coffee on my head, got up and walked away. I had like 1st degree burns all over my face and neck. That shit really hurt dammit. Ruki is always so dramatic. Just like today in the bathroom. What the hell was all that about? I can't call him 'Taka' anymore? Why does he have to be like this?
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Me and Hiromi were having sex when Ruki called me. I wasn't going to answer it but I told her to stop moving cuz it could be important. But I guess she saw it was Ruki on the calller ID and started to move again and hearing his voice and her moving made me cum. Before I had time to apologize, he told me to come get my stuff and hung up. After I got off the phone I remembered what it was I was going before and I looked up saw Hiromi on top me, arms crossed and not looking to happy.
"Um...I'm sorry?"
She huffed and got up.
'It's her own damn fault.'
To tell you the truth...I don't even know why I'm still with her. I don't love her, and what we did was a mistake. You would think I'd just dump her. I really don't why I won't but she seems happy for the most part, well besides right now. Oh well. I should go see if she's mad at me. I put some clothes on and go out to find her. She's out on the balcony smoking and drinking a very expensive bottle of wine.
"Hey Hiromi...you ok?"
She looked at me, rolled her eyes and chugged the wine straight from the bottle.
"Just peachy." she said saracasstically
"C'mon Hiromi don't be like that."
"Like what Reita?! I thought you were going to stop talking to him?" she said.
"I can't just stop talking to him. He's my bandmate...and my friend."
"You still love him don't you?" she said in a soft voice. I was starting to feel bad cuz even before she cheated on me, she always felt she had to compete with Ruki for my attention. And it was kinda true. Ruki is or at least was my bestfriend and he would always come to me about his problems with Kyo and I tried to help him through it. A couple weeks before they actually broke up, Ruki was at my apartment every single day crying his eyes out cuz Kyo said something mean or hit him or he would just flip on him for no reason. I really wanted to go over there and beat the shit out his short ass but Ruki was weaker back then and always said it was his fault. He made me promise not to go over and pick a fight with him. But anyway.....back to her...ugh.
"No, I only love you." I said kneeling in front of her, rubbing her hands. It was somewhat true. I didn't love Ruki like that anymore but I also didn't love her like that. I love her but I'm not in love with her. She knows that and I can see the hurt on her face. I really don't know why she's putting herself through this. Why doesn't she just break up with me? I wish she would. I would feel better if she did it that way I know she moved on.
"You know I hate it when you lie Akira." she said laughing softly
We were silent fot a little longer than she stood up. "Let's just be friends with benifts huh?" she said. I was really surprised when she said it. I wasn't expecting it but I agree anyway.
"So why don't we go back inside and let me redeem myself?" I said smirking. She moved in front of me with a grin on her face and held my head close to her naked thighs. I licked up her thigh and smirked at her.
"You better work hard Suzuki."
"I plan on it." Then softly bit the inside of her thigh.
TBC
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A/N: Ewwy...hetero. Thats gross.....anywho. Please comment!! Don't just read it and not say anything.....I hate that.