:(
he doesn't remember me being there when I went and that upsets him so he wants me to come again. and of course I want to, too.
He told me he loves me - and I know it's in a friend way so I'm not freaking out about that - I'm freaking out because that's not who he is... he doesn't say stuff like that.
I feel like he's slowly giving up. And I'm not ok with that.
He's losing his optimism. And his diagnosis is getting worse. I need to find a way to get back to Richmond ASAP :'(