I feel like crap but I don't want to go back into the hospital so I'm afraid to say anything.  I'm just afraid.  I don't trust my doctor so that doesn't leave me in a very good place.  I'm trying to keep myself occupied to get through the day.  So This morning I've been doing Zentangles.  Or slowly doing it I guess.  I'm working with what I have ( Read more... )

My head hurts and I'm depressed.  I'm fighting the firelight like lure of sleeping pills.  All my poetic words are dead and broken right now,  I'm not even sure I could be bitchy right now.  Which is a crazy all by itself.  I'm feeling kind of lost, I'm not sure what to do with myself.