doodling and a feeling

[crazysexyslash]

I feel like crap but I don't want to go back into the hospital so I'm afraid to say anything.  I'm just afraid.  I don't trust my doctor so that doesn't leave me in a very good place.  I'm trying to keep myself occupied to get through the day.  So This morning I've been doing Zentangles.  Or slowly doing it I guess.  I'm working with what I have around the house so I don't have the proper tools.  But it keeps my attention for a while.  I'm hoping to get a book on it for my bday or christmas and the proper tools.

Now I have to find something else to hold me together.