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[crazyma]

Back to real life today. Except I'm a different person. Call insurance, clean house, call irs, clean house, call landlord with sob story, clean house, pick up kids, reassure man that I've never had to reassure before, go to that freakin' job. Try to resist the pressure from both sides that I have to make a decision right now. As if I could leave my husband right now, as if I could cut off my beautiful new lover right now. I am insane! And can't stop crying, and starting my period, and have no tolerance, and can't stop thinking of her.

One more cup of coffee, and I have to tackle something. Thankyou, msmadrigal, for being there for me this weekend. Getting stuff off my chest is very helpful. Thankyou, thankyou, thankyou.