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Last night I rejected conversation with my dh to be on LJ. This is a first. He is not really the conversation starter. I think he is nervous. His last wife was having an 'affair' online right before they split up. I have assured him that if I have an affair, it won't be online and it won't be with a man. I really love him, sometimes I wish I didn't. Love shouldn't be painful. Or maybe that's my hopeless romantic talking, and I'm starting to think she doesn't know crap.
I miss my kids SO much. I can't seem to find it in myself to do much of anything but read. I will regret this when they come back. I MUST do the horrible house this weekend, even though I will be tempted to stay in bed all day with Ben if he doesn't go to work. I love those delicious days, but feel so bad when I get up and walk in the kitchen late afternoon!
Can anyone tell me, am I too new to do the 100 things? I think that might be fun.
I miss my kids SO much. I can't seem to find it in myself to do much of anything but read. I will regret this when they come back. I MUST do the horrible house this weekend, even though I will be tempted to stay in bed all day with Ben if he doesn't go to work. I love those delicious days, but feel so bad when I get up and walk in the kitchen late afternoon!
Can anyone tell me, am I too new to do the 100 things? I think that might be fun.