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i'm not exactly happy with life right now ...
it's treating me good and i really shouldn't be complaining about anything, but i'm just not crazy about what i'm doing to myself. basically, i'm failing most of my classes and although i've been upset about it i haven't done anything to help. why am i doing this? this is the semester that counts and i am screwing up. if i don't get into nursing school then i am royally screwed.
i guess it's just something i have to work on. i already know that i have to take my anatomy class over because of my lack of interest in it currently. i did so good the first semester of it, why am i doing bad now?
i did get into neuman though, and yay i was very excited until i found out it's a two year wait to do clinicals. that really screws me up, so basically i haven't gotten in anywhere for nursing. i need to apply to more schools now but i don't want to leave the philadelphia radius.
i was fired from work today. bastards.
i don't want to do this anymore.
it's treating me good and i really shouldn't be complaining about anything, but i'm just not crazy about what i'm doing to myself. basically, i'm failing most of my classes and although i've been upset about it i haven't done anything to help. why am i doing this? this is the semester that counts and i am screwing up. if i don't get into nursing school then i am royally screwed.
i guess it's just something i have to work on. i already know that i have to take my anatomy class over because of my lack of interest in it currently. i did so good the first semester of it, why am i doing bad now?
i did get into neuman though, and yay i was very excited until i found out it's a two year wait to do clinicals. that really screws me up, so basically i haven't gotten in anywhere for nursing. i need to apply to more schools now but i don't want to leave the philadelphia radius.
i was fired from work today. bastards.
i don't want to do this anymore.