BALLIN'
i am a stupid stupid girl ...
well, as i mentioned before, i watched the kid that i liked/hooked up with make out with some other girl. it really sucked and i was sort of upset about it, obviously, but i knew we were nothing that serious and so i was just going to try to get over it. i hadn't talked to him for about two weeks, and then don't you know i see him last night.
i was trying so hard to just be his friend. and it was working out great. i was having so much fun with everyone else and it made it easier for me and him to be friends. well after a few drinks he ended up being flirtatious with me and all over me like every time. he then grabbed me, took me upstairs and made out with me.
i left my keys at my house and my cell phone, and all of my roomates already left, so basically i had no where to stay, so i was going to stay at my friends house i was at, but then the boy was like well why don't you come back to mine. so i go back to his and slept there.
why am i so dumb? it just like makes it okay for him to treat girls like shit. but he was being so cute. isn't that how every guy is? isn't that how they always get girls? i mean i knew that eventually we were probably going to hook up again, i knew it was going to happen. but i did the walk of shame this morning for someone who i mean nothing to. it just sucks i think. i hate meaningless things.
but regardless it was a nice hookup. i just wish it could mean more than just that and possibly happen again this weekend coming up =)
well, as i mentioned before, i watched the kid that i liked/hooked up with make out with some other girl. it really sucked and i was sort of upset about it, obviously, but i knew we were nothing that serious and so i was just going to try to get over it. i hadn't talked to him for about two weeks, and then don't you know i see him last night.
i was trying so hard to just be his friend. and it was working out great. i was having so much fun with everyone else and it made it easier for me and him to be friends. well after a few drinks he ended up being flirtatious with me and all over me like every time. he then grabbed me, took me upstairs and made out with me.
i left my keys at my house and my cell phone, and all of my roomates already left, so basically i had no where to stay, so i was going to stay at my friends house i was at, but then the boy was like well why don't you come back to mine. so i go back to his and slept there.
why am i so dumb? it just like makes it okay for him to treat girls like shit. but he was being so cute. isn't that how every guy is? isn't that how they always get girls? i mean i knew that eventually we were probably going to hook up again, i knew it was going to happen. but i did the walk of shame this morning for someone who i mean nothing to. it just sucks i think. i hate meaningless things.
but regardless it was a nice hookup. i just wish it could mean more than just that and possibly happen again this weekend coming up =)