Tides are a changin'
I'm finally getting happy. I like someone new, he likes me, and he's probably convinced that the sun shines outta my butt or something like that lol. I start school in the spring, I'm looking for a job & the wheels and cogs of my life are running smoothly for now. Most of my friends aren't pissed pissed off at me, my mom and I don't fight every 8 seconds anymore.
The only person who IS pissed at me has no one to blame but himself. I'm not going out of my way anymore to try and see him, I'm not halting my plans because he MIGHT be able to hang out, I don't care about his stupid ex or why he picked her instead of me. At this point, I truly don't care. Some of my friends think that he regrets his choice now, but he knows that he'll probably fail if he tried to get with me. Look, you never know until you try, but to be honest, he probably would fail. I kind of like him still, but I'd never consider it again. He'd have to pull a miracle out of nowhere for me to even think about it. Besides, there's billions of boys out there, so what's one more drop in the ocean?
The only person who IS pissed at me has no one to blame but himself. I'm not going out of my way anymore to try and see him, I'm not halting my plans because he MIGHT be able to hang out, I don't care about his stupid ex or why he picked her instead of me. At this point, I truly don't care. Some of my friends think that he regrets his choice now, but he knows that he'll probably fail if he tried to get with me. Look, you never know until you try, but to be honest, he probably would fail. I kind of like him still, but I'd never consider it again. He'd have to pull a miracle out of nowhere for me to even think about it. Besides, there's billions of boys out there, so what's one more drop in the ocean?