Moving on
I'm freakishly happy. Despite so many things going wrong with people close to me. I've discovered certain people's duplicity & overall snake in the grass quality. I'm even glad about it. If that's how / what they really think of me, then so be it. Fools.
Also, does anyone know why it's so hard to find a job lately?
Anyway, on to the good. I still don't know what I want to double major in, but I'm excited about school in the spring lol. Also, I have someone new. We got together a bit ago. We haven't been together all that long, but I really like him. At first, I thought it was a rebound thing, but I liked someone else at the same time when I was trying to get over the last fool. The new boy treats me amazing. We like the same things like musicals (although that's kind of cheesy, I enjoy having someone other than my mom to enjoy them with), most of the same music (of course we're introducing each other to new music), and so much more that I can't even begin to go into in; we hate the same things, like olives or stupid romantic comedies (not to say that SOME aren't good, but we hate the same ones); & the only real disagreement we've had is about Taco Bell. I don't like it & he does lol. He's also not mutantly tall, like most of the boys I like, but he's tall enough that I can just tilt my head & lean up a bit for kisses & I don't have to completely get on my tiptoes every time. When I wear heels, I'm still shorter than he is by an inch or two, so it puts us at almost eye level, almost even when we kiss. Strangely, it's almost more intimate that way. I'm not sure if that's odd or not, but right now, I like it. Weirdly, we can go to either my house or his & watch any kind of movie together & it's fun. We don't even always need to talk & the silence isn't strained. That never happens with me. Usually, me or the other person will feel the need to fill the silence with inane chatter. I don't know how long this will last, but for now, I'm just going with it. I'm happy & I refuse to let myself nitpick at it until it fails, like I always tend to do. Right now, I will enjoy it, for however long it may be for. I hope everything is ok for everyone else as well.
Also, does anyone know why it's so hard to find a job lately?
Anyway, on to the good. I still don't know what I want to double major in, but I'm excited about school in the spring lol. Also, I have someone new. We got together a bit ago. We haven't been together all that long, but I really like him. At first, I thought it was a rebound thing, but I liked someone else at the same time when I was trying to get over the last fool. The new boy treats me amazing. We like the same things like musicals (although that's kind of cheesy, I enjoy having someone other than my mom to enjoy them with), most of the same music (of course we're introducing each other to new music), and so much more that I can't even begin to go into in; we hate the same things, like olives or stupid romantic comedies (not to say that SOME aren't good, but we hate the same ones); & the only real disagreement we've had is about Taco Bell. I don't like it & he does lol. He's also not mutantly tall, like most of the boys I like, but he's tall enough that I can just tilt my head & lean up a bit for kisses & I don't have to completely get on my tiptoes every time. When I wear heels, I'm still shorter than he is by an inch or two, so it puts us at almost eye level, almost even when we kiss. Strangely, it's almost more intimate that way. I'm not sure if that's odd or not, but right now, I like it. Weirdly, we can go to either my house or his & watch any kind of movie together & it's fun. We don't even always need to talk & the silence isn't strained. That never happens with me. Usually, me or the other person will feel the need to fill the silence with inane chatter. I don't know how long this will last, but for now, I'm just going with it. I'm happy & I refuse to let myself nitpick at it until it fails, like I always tend to do. Right now, I will enjoy it, for however long it may be for. I hope everything is ok for everyone else as well.