new years!

[crazy_on_you_]

okay so at least I had a decent new years! it seems like everyone else had a shitty one. i went to wise guys with amie and gwen, and got drunk and was high on e. which i don't plan on doing often but...it was new years!! we saw iggi there, and, CESAR! which was weird because i haven't seen him in like a year. and i was glad to see iggi although i fought with him kind of but i'm getting completely used to that. he's just an asshole. :) we also saw sam and alexa and kristin kempton, and her boyfriend gave me some pot, so that was good. gwen left early and stole my money, as well as amie's, but i only had ten dollars so...no big deal i guess. she's one of those people that's nice on the surface but is a huge backstabber underneath it all. amie and i stayed until 5am and danced with cesar and the other stragglers. at one point i remember being up on the pole with some cross dresser hahaha. good times. and then amie had planned to pick up cesar, so he paid for our cab ride all the way to the bowels of westfort, as well as bought us cigarettes and pop, all because he thought he was going to get laid. but amie spent all night on the phone with some guy in pittsburg (!?) and i decided to go to bed at about 6:30am so cesar left...having to pay for the cab back as well. lol. poor seonaid called me sobbing at 5:30am because i guess she had a really bad night. i've never really heard her cry before, so that was weird and i felt very bad. but i was determined to have a horrible new year, but i didn't. this has gotta be the first time since i was about 8 that i didn't. and...i DIDN'T CRY ONCE. amazing. although i COULD have easily at one point. Also, I've decided that I am going to make a few New Year's resolutions. they never ever work, but...I might as well try again. Alot of them are the same as what i listed in my last entry, but oh well.
-cut out all non-diet pop.
-limit juice.
-DON'T EAT OUT OF THE VENDING MACHINE AT WORK
-after all of this, lose 10 pounds
-spend more time at my dad's
-get my G2
-try to be happy more often

...that's alot. so who knows what will happen.