ugh.
so i was happy for a day and a half of 2007. that's a record, i guess. ...a good start? work sucked though. i worked with christy i guess. she regaled me with the stories of her "relationship" back in cobourg. for the record, it's not a relationship. she sees this guy once a year, she's liked him for three or four, and they've made out a couple of times. and one time he said "and we're not even going out...yet." and she's completely obsessed with him, which is fine, i understand that i can be very similar at times. but i don't tell her, "christy, he doesn't like you. i bet he's boning hundreds of chicks in toronto when you're not there. you're just a seasonal fling." and if i did, she would be really really mad at me. and probably never talk to me again, knowing her. but she was pretty mean to me today. i'm sure she wasn't intending to be mean, and maybe she was right. but if we're going to go and give our brutal opinions when you don't REALLY know what's going on, i might as well go ahead and say just that. and add on "christy, you can try and make me feel like shit about myself and my relationships, but, truth is, you're worse than i am. just as delusional, just as hopeless, just as pathetic." pretty much we both suck and need to be old maids with lots of cats. but if i said that, she would be in denial. at least i am not in denial. i KNOW how it is. i just don't act like i do. i can't stand anybody right now.