It's homecoming weekend yet again. Another year here and another homecoming. However...this is the first one I haven't been to. The dinner that is. It felt weird. I thought I had a date lol, but then we talked about it and he didnt really want to go and honestly neither did I. Cause if him and I were to have gone together the rumors would have been ( Read more... )

So my holidays are going to be in a different place then they have been the last 20 years of my life. My dad told me today that there is a contract put on the house. It doesnt close till the 3rd of December but still. Thanksgiving, Christmas...all in Lakeland. All within 20 mins of the butthead...he will be there the entire time i am. Gah ( Read more... )

I am so numb right now. Not knowing what to feel anymore ( Read more... )

HE'S HOME ( Read more... )

He is coming home!!!! In 21 days ( Read more... )

I hate being emotional one week out of the month ( Read more... )

So everything has been going great ( Read more... )

1. You wear old sweatpants and sweatshirts to bed.

2. You can watch whatever you want on TV without arguing with him first.

3. You get up in the middle of the night to check your e-mail.

4. You sleep with your cell phone incase he calls in the middle of the night.

5. You love watching cute love movies because it reminds you of all the cute things he ( Read more... )

 so i am kinda happy this weekend was as crazy as it has been
it has kept my mind off how much im missing Patrick
some weekends are easier than others
this one is hard

today marks 2 months since he left :(
it sucks 
it really does

he is doing fine
he hates being over there but he is doing it for us
he tells me all the time

its getting hotter of there so that ( Read more... )

 So I am home in Tampa
And let me tell you it is AMAZING

the weather seriously has been warm and sunny
I love it!!! I havent remembered the last time i could wear a tank top
from the beginning of the day to the end without a sweater!!!

ahh i love it!!!

So far on my spring break i have
Saturday got in at 3 am 
woke up and took shannon home
came back my ( Read more... )